Ever growing 2

Chapter 14

I let out the breath I've been holding, grateful to have her in my arms. I've been dreading coming clean after being arrested. She's angry and she wants me to get help but she's letting me hold her. "I do need help." I finally admit to myself. I know I need to step up for her, for us.

I was lost in my thoughts when I felt her mouth on my neck gently sucking, making my cock stand up right away. I realize we haven't had sex in over a month but I'm surprised she's initiating it considering what we just talked about. My hands automatically go up to her breasts making her moan softly. She keeps going down my chest leaving wet kisses down her path. It feels amazing but after how I've been acting, I need her to feel my love. I move my towel before picking her up, I bring her to the bed laying her down.

Climbing next to her, I kiss her gently. My fingertips run from her neck to her chest opening her robe to circle her nipples feeling them get hard from my touch. She starts squirming asking for more. I've been an asshole neglecting her needs, too busy drinking my sorrows away. I have to make sure to focus on her pleasure.

"Babe, talk to me," she asks, seductively. "You want me to remind you that you're incredibly sexy?" I chuckle when I see her cheeks getting flushed. After all this time and all I just put her through, she still gets shy sometimes. I run my fingers on her stomach slowly going down to her inner thighs. "Or you want me to tell you that feeling how wet you are, makes me hard?" she gasps moving her hips as my fingers rub her gently. Her eyes are filled with lust, she wants it bad. Pulling me, she kisses me with passion. I push my fingers inside of her tight hole while I swallow her cries. Going in and out and in circles, I increase the pace slightly. "Do you like this, baby?" I ask into her mouth. She nods as her seductive cries fill the room. I would normally get her to say it but her wanting me right now makes me hard as a rock. Her small hands take hold of my head trying to guide it down. I look at her smirking. "Ryan, give me your tongue!" she purrs. I smile sliding down so my head is at the right level. Looking into her eyes, I lick her up before flicking her clit. "Oh! More." she moans arching her back. I suck on her bud while my fingers curve to hit her spot making her scream. "Fuck I've missed hearing her!" She links her fingers with my free hand on her stomach, squeezing, her orgasm coming. Moving my fingers faster and harder, I flick my tongue quickly. I feel her contracting her walls on my fingers in a tight grip as she hits her release. I pull my fingers out giving her just my tongue, licking in circles. "Fuck, yes! Don't stop," she begs out of breath while her hips ride my face. I keep working in circles, licking, and sucking. I bring her close before slowing down, making the pleasure last. Her hands guide my head up and down before I latch onto her bud. My tongue circles it before poking it repeatedly making her moans get louder. A few more licks and she lets go screaming in ecstasy. I love seeing her face glowing when I make her come.

My cock has been throbbing painfully. I haven't even touched myself in the past few weeks, too busy trying to numb my feelings. I also couldn't chase the visions of her crying from my head. Moving up to kiss her again, I feel her hands gripping me as she starts stroking. "Ella, if you don't stop, I'll come before I make love to you," I tell her, feeling myself close already. She lets go of me before flipping onto her stomach, I know that's her favorite position. Moving with my legs on each side of hers, I sigh my relief as I push myself in. "You're so tight and warm, I missed you, baby!" I whisper in her ear before taking her earlobe in between my teeth. Her fingers intertwine with mine while her walls are clenching on me repeatedly. I know I'm hitting the right spot as I hear her moan wildly. My cock is tingling on the verge of coming but I don't want it yet. My movements come to a stop before I pull out causing her to whimper. "Don't stop! More!" she whines. "Don't worry, baby, I'm not done with you," I kiss her luscious lips.

Knowing what her body needs, I reach under making her hips lift to work my magic on her. Her clit is throbbing under my touch. I tease her by rubbing my fingers on her entrance slowly until she pushes her weight down on my hand. "Stop teasing! Make me come," she knows it turns me on when she tells me what she wants. Biting on her right shoulder, I give her what she needs. She moans my name in a strained voice. My mouth licks from her shoulder to her neck then nibbles on her soft skin. My fingers curve inside on her sensitive area working in circles before tapping on it roughly. She's there giving me another one of her sweet releases while holding my hand again. Being able to send her to heaven, over and over again makes my heart full.

Pushing me to lay on my back next to her, she shifts around bringing her head in between my legs. "Oh fuck, I've missed her mouth!" She kisses her way around my crotch slowly inching closer and closer. Her tongue finally makes contact with my shaft making me moan. "You like me using my tongue on your cock, huh?" she smiles. "You know you're talented!" I tell her as a smirk appears on her lips. She leaves wet kisses along the way until the tip is reached lapping her tongue around it a few times before sucking. Taking most of it in her mouth, she sucks harder while working her hands on my balls and shaft. Grabbing her hair, I thrust into her sweet mouth hitting the back of her throat. She's letting me control the pace humming in pleasure. The feeling is so intense wrapped in her luscious lips, I know I'm ready. "Ella... Fuck... I. Will. Come. if you don't stop," My voice is raspy. I don't know if she wants that or not right now. "I want you to come, baby," she says, her voice low, sexy sending me there. I let go, spilling into her mouth in low grunts. She milks me until the very last drop.

Moving around, she kisses me softly letting her lips linger on mine before pulling back to look into my eyes. She seems to ponder something before she finally talks.

"Ryan?" her voice is small.

"Yes, baby?" I run my hand in her hair looking into her brown eyes.

"I don't want to lose you," not what I was expecting her to say.

"Why would you?" I ask, confused. I see her taking a deep breath before she answers.

"Maybe this was payback for the times I've run from my issues but you kept on pushing me away. Every time I wanted to Facetime, you lied to avoid getting on camera! Now I know you were drunk!" She now sounds infuriated calling me on my bullshit.

"I was, I... I... Ella...I, " I can't seem to be able to explain myself.

"You what? I fucking hate seeing you like this! It's all my fault!" She barks, her eyes are glossy.

"It's not your fault, it's mine! I should have been stronger and been there for you instead of acting like an idiot." I pull on my hair in frustration. She surprises me for the second time today when she climbs on top of me.

"I'm sorry, we really have to work it out. But I've missed you," she says grinding on me, spreading her wetness on my hardening cock. "I want you!" she nibbles on my neck below my ear.

I can't resist her nor do I want to. With my hand on the back of her neck, I bring her mouth back to mine kissing her feverishly. I send a prayer that she'll be able to forgive me and I'll be able to quit the bullshit. But for now, I work on pleasing every single inch of her delicious body. She rides me looking so sexy, her hips swaying against mine. It's probably my favorite position, it allows me to see her, feel her deeper and I love her confidence. The fact she's letting me pleasure her, coming twice, gives me hope. Her body collapses on mine, out of breath.

"I love you forever!" I remind her.

"I love you forever," she pecks my lips.