Ever growing 2

Chapter 40

"Ryan, come back to me," I tell him when I see him lost in his thoughts. He looks down apologizing. I move to put my legs on each side of him, hugging him. I know telling him about Jake coming to my room must be a lot to deal with but I don't want him to feel guilty about it. It could have ended really bad but it didn't, I just want to move on. I'm so glad he opened up about the treatment sounding so hopeful for the future. The only thing he didn't talk about was his father and I don't know if I should bring it up or wait for the day he'll volunteer the information if that day ever comes. Talking about my father has always been challenging for me so I can only imagine it's the same for him. Although a temporary patch was placed on my wound, I know deep down inside, it'll always be there. Sometimes I wonder if things would be better had I been able to confront him before he died. I guess I'll never know the answer to that one.

"Baby?" Ryan's voice pulls me from my thoughts.

"Sorry! What?" I look into his beautiful green eyes noticing his pupils are dilated.

"I believe we made a deal earlier," He takes his bottom lip in his teeth lifting his hips to press into my groin area.

"Um, did we?" I slowly grind on him.

"No teasing, I want you," he keeps his hands on me as I stand up leading him to the bed ready to have him take me nice and slow.

His fingers slip under my shirt pulling it off me, he smiles feeling goosebumps rising on my skin. Then he slides my pants down before slipping into my underwear to remove them. His eyes never leave mine as I undress him, his muscles contract feeling my fingertips on his stomach. He gently pushes me back to lay on the bed before joining me. His nose rubs on mine bringing a smile to both of our lips. He then lays a soft kiss on my mouth, I open mine giving him my tongue. His digits go from my neck to my chest drawing circles around my nipples. Tingles are felt on my skin sending a signal to my inner spot. "How does it feel, baby?" He whispers in my ear in his sexy accent. "Amazing," I smile. His hand moves down to my stomach making my heartbeat pick up. Going lower, he parts my legs going up and down on my thighs without touching my sensitive area yet. His hand is placed right above my groin, unable to control myself anymore, I squirm under his touch. The pressure his hand is applying on me is driving me insane, I need his touch to go lower. I clench my walls and move my hips. He goes back to kissing me before licking my jaw, making his way down my chest. As soon as his tongue flicks on my right nipple, my body lifts from the bed pushing against his hot mouth. My hands go into his hair guiding him to the other side where he sucks on my hard nipple. His breath is felt on my stomach as he keeps inching closer to where his hand is still sitting. Parting my legs wider for him pulls a chuckle out of his lips. "Are you asking for my tongue, Ella?" Again I place my hands on his head bringing him against my core. "Taste me," I purr, his eyes go bright being turned on by my words. The first lick from his skilled tongue leaves me panting. Resting on my elbows, I look down at him. Hooking his arms under my thighs, his face dips into my core as his tongue twirls its way in and out, in and out, over and over. His eyes look into mine right when he flicks his tongue on my clit. Seeing him pleasure me turns me on, I feel the heat from the pit of my stomach down to my toes. His tongue goes faster against my bud when his two fingers enter me reaching for my spot. "Oh, Ryan!" I throw my head back feeling my legs shake. "You're so wet, come for me," he says quickly before latching on my bud again. His mouth sucking on my clit while his fingers are rubbing the spot does it for me. I can't help vocalizing my orgasm.

I'm barely coming back to my senses when he moves up to lick my lips before tenderly kissing me. His nose rubs around mine in circles, a giggle comes out of his lips. "I love you," I whisper. His hard shaft is close to my entrance when he parts my legs with his knee. "I love you," he enters me in one thrust of his hips, my hands automatically grip on his arms. He keeps his movements slow and steady as he rocks into me. My arms go around his torso while one of his hands is on my breast, the other arm is supporting his body. Our souls are connected expressing love without words.

My clit starts throbbing when my heels push him further in, hitting the most sensitive part. Instinctively my walls contract around him repeatedly. "Slow, baby," he whispers in my ear. "I can't... stop, I need to come," The heat inside of me is burning up. "Let me," I whine when he halts his thrusts and removes my legs from his waist. His cock is replaced by fingers taking care of my needs. Ryan knows my body so well, where to touch to send me to heaven, the right amount of pressure and speed. "Just like that," I tell him. It only takes a minute for him to make me scream his name.

He then moves me to lay on my side getting behind me, his hand holding my leg up while he plunges back in. His arms wrap around me while he's thrusting into me. My left hand goes behind resting on his buttocks, his mouth lays sweet kisses on my neck and shoulder. The feeling is incredible, I could stay in his arms forever. Soon his breathing increases against my neck, I start squeezing him again. His pace picks up but his fingers are still tenderly running on my skin. "I'm going to come, baby," His voice is so raw and sexy against my ear. Letting out moans and grunts, he shoots his load. Both of our bodies relax as we lay in our own private bubble, satisfied.

"Do you think life will get better for us now," he asks a few minutes later.

"No,"

"Ella!" he rolls me to face him. "What are you saying?"

"Life will never be easy, we need challenges to grow, have a strong relationship. We also need to keep it spicy," I give him a smirk. "But guess what?" I rest my hand over his heart.

"What?"

"Our love will survive. Forever. We'll be each other's rock braving all storms." I kiss his soft lips.

"You're the best, I love you, babe," A spark is dancing in his beautiful green eyes.