Nessy Patrizia Reyes
07:57 PM
Panget
Please talk to me.
Seen. 08:33 pm
Nessy Patrizia: Bakit pa?
Nessy Patrizia: I've seen enough. I've heard enough.
Nessy Patrizia: Okay lang, Arrow.
Please hear me out.
Nessy Patrizia: Hindi na kailangan.
Please, Patrizia.
Nessy Patrizia: Alam mo, hindi pa naman ako sigurado talaga sa nararamdaman ko sayo eh.
Nessy Patrizia: Pero kanina, akala ko mapapatunayan mo na sa akin kung dapat na ba kong magtiwala sayo.
Nessy Patrizia: God knows how much I tried to be strong. God knows how much will I have left but still I stood there trying to believe that everything is under control. I am willing to fight for you.
Nessy Patrizia: I am willing to be with you. To be beside you.
Nessy Patrizia: Takot na takot ako, Arrow. Takot na takot ako pero pinapakita kong kaya ko kasi akala ko gagawin mo ang lahat para iligtas ako.
God, Patrizia!
That's what I'm doing, I was doing.
I'm trying to control the situation. Sinubukan kong gawin ang makakaya ko para walang masaktan. I don't want you to be hurt. I was trying to keep you safe.
Nessy Patrizia: You're trying? You called that trying?
Nessy Patrizia: You pushed through with the operation. You choose to continue to operate kahit na alam mong papatayin na ko.
Nessy Patrizia: Is that how you handle the situation? It's like pouring ice cold water on me.
Nessy Patrizia: Putangina! You just showed me that you will give up on me in the future if ever this may happen again. That you will choose someone else over me.
It's not like that. Fuck.
Of all people, I thought you will be the one who will understand what I did.
Patrizia, do you want me to forget the oath that we took? A patient will always be a patient. And us, as doctors, we pledged to save lives.
Patrizia, words cannot express how I feel about you. How torn I was when I saw him pointing a knife and intimidating me just to stop the operation.
Hindi mo lang alam yung takot na nararamdaman ko habang pinagbabantaan niya kong gigilitan ka niya sa harap ko.
Fuck! That moment, I wished I can jump out of my place and keep you safe but I choose not to.
A dying patient on my operating table is still my patient. And I will do whatever I can to save his life even if he doesn't deserve it.
Nessy Patrizia: I will do the same with my patient.
Nessy Patrizia: But I will never, ever risk your life just to justify the vows of my oath.
Nessy Patrizia: Nakakainis. I want to understand what you did. I want to believe in you. I still want to trust you despite everything. At naniniwala akong you did your best to manage the situation...
Nessy Patrizia: But my heart is breaking.
Patrizia...
Nessy Patrizia: I'm sorry.
Nessy Patrizia: Let's end this now.
No, please.
No, Pat.
Let's fix this, please.
Let's talk about it.
Seen. 09:03 pm
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