LINKED HEARTS

CHAPTER 40

Chapter 40

I woke up in with the oxygen on. I saw Ghetto's face as I open my eyes. He didn't even smile. He look so upset.

"I'm not die yet. King-inang expression yan Ghetto!" bulalas ko.

Inalalayan niya akong ipaupo sa kama. It's been years since I last visited the hospital. I don't know why my condition became worse when I am here.

"Silly! You are still the Vhastiana I know, the serious. Sabagay wala ka ngang malay kaya hindi mo alam kung anong nangyari sa paligid mo." inis na sagot nito.

"Does it concern me? You know I don't have interest to what's happening. As long as it has nothing to do with me I don't care."

Inismiran niya ako at tsaka pinitik sa noo na parang si kuya. Gawain talaga nilang pintikin ako kahit saan. Minsan gusto ko na silang hampasin ng golf club sa sobrang inis ko.

"Aren't you going to ask where's your beloved boyfriend?" pilosopong tanong nya.

Kalmado akong napaiwas ng tingin. Nakakailang kapag sa kanya mismo galing ang salitang BELOVED BOYFRIEND.

"I see, you don't care about him. Take a rest now. It's 3pm. I told them not to inform your parents because I know that's what you want too." he said and sit on the chair beside the bed..

I do have a boyfriend but I'm still afraid of commitment. I know it's my fault but can you blame me for that? I enjoy the feeling of being loved by someone but I'm too afraid that they will use and abuse my kindness just like what happen before. I'm not yet ready to tell you the whole detail but soon. What I can say is...

'I was extremely depressed before.'

I am still afraid that this relationship will not last long. I promised myself that the moment I'm in a relationship will last forever. If I could take back my answer I would really do but for now, I know what I can do.

I know I end up hurting Gremlin for confronting him but I think it's for his own good. I will find a way to confront him without hurting him so much. Pero kahit saang anggula man tignan, masasaktan talaga sya. I admit na medyo nagugustuhan ko sya pero bakit parang hindi pa rin buo? Maybe because I'm not yet ready to be in a relationship. Walang ibang sisihin kundi ako, maybe because I rush it to happened.

"Hydrev and his friends are in police station."

Nanlaki ang mata ko nung marinig yun. Napapaisip ako kung bakit nandoon sila.

"For what reason?" kaswal kong tanong kunware hindi interesado.

"There's no other people here Vhastiana. Stop acting cool in front of me." saway niya.

I frown and face him, "It's not my fault why you always thought of me being cool anytime. Why they are there?"

"Neox made a scandal there. He stop me for bringing you here. He insisted on carrying you but I refuse. Muntikan ka ng mahulog mula sa bisig ko kanina. I couldn't blame Hydrev for shouting at Neox, because in the first place Neox gone too far. Hanggang sa uminit ang ulo ni Neox, sinuntok niya si Hydrev. Syempre lalaki walang magpapatalo. Kaya ayun nagsuntukan sila. I grab the opportunity to escape. Nalaman ko nalang na nasa police station sila dahil nag text si Cyrus." paliwanag niya.

Nagtaim ang bagang ko sa nalaman. Naningkit ang mga mata ko habang nag-iisip kung anong gagawin.

"I'm okay, can we go there? Saang station ba sila?"

"You are not okay yet. Kakagising mo lang baka himatayin ka na naman. Neox is still there."

Magsasalita pa sana ako ngunit pumasok ang isang nurse na may kasunod na doctor.