Kakashi experience many things in his life. He experienced the love of a father, A lost of his last family member. He's experienced having close teammates, fighting a war at the ripe age of 12, and losing his whole team. He's experienced the feeling of no longer having any sanity and killing simply for the fact that, that is the only thing he can do. He's experienced what it's like to have little siblings, and a betrayal of an avenger. He's experienced his little siblings break down and rage. He's experienced a broken team, and he experienced the mending of the same team. He's experienced a kidnapping, and a feeling of powerlessness. He experienced seeing the dead live again. He's experienced what it was like leading an army of thousands at the age of 32. And he's experience losing many comrades. He's experienced death. Kakashi experienced many things, but he's never experienced this. *edited* ------- Updates will depend on my mood, but I'll try once a week. Also I'm typing on my phone so watch out for typos-