P102: Year-Ender Gratitude (You)

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You know, what happened.
I fell down, I totally changed.
I lost my trust on the unstable world.

I left the Earth.
While my heart is bleeding
While the falls in me is flowing.

My white wings turned into black
My eyes were filled with red and black blanket of thoughts about the human's cruelty.

I trust no human.
Because I have been wounded.
Because I have been dumped.
Because I have been thrown away so easy.

But you, my dear, friend.
You never leave me.
I know our gaps it's several years apart.
I know how deep are your experiences and even your tears.
But you have been always there for me as an opener ears.
I know you have silent juggles
I know you have a sizzling struggles
But, you have been always there for me.

You might be thinking, I am unfair for not saying these things.
You know, I used to be silent. For I have lost my feelings.
Even though, I am skinly rough
I am innerly soft.

Two days from now.
We will be facing a new year
We will be facing another stories.
Before this year ends,

I want you to know.
I wouldn't be okay and happy
Without you.

I know it is your nature to help.
That's why I am here to say that
I am glad to have you.

For you it may be a little thing
But it means a lot for me.
For you have shown to me

That I can be loved.
That I can rise again
That I can fly again
And conquer my dreams again.

Thank you for being there when I don't see the light.
Thank you for lifting my spirit up and putting me away on the sorrowful days of night.

Right now, the wounds are still here but I can stand fine.

I am gradually moving forward.
I am starting to smile again
I am starting to have a sense again
I bloomed because of you.

On this 365th day, I would like to show to the Earth how grateful I am for your precious existence.

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