His Dearest Kitten ~ [jikook] ✓

~| i'm looking far ahead, at what lies beyond

It has been a week and the heat is upon me. And there is nothing worse than needing something you can't get.

I can't make it better. I can't even reach myself in my cat body.

I can't do anything but beg.

Beg for him to help. To ease the pain.

I need him.

I can't have him.

I'm scared to show him.

. . . .

Fuck, it hurts.

The nights are the worst. I lay next to him, looking at his beautiful body. Taking in his alluring scent. Craving for his touch and kisses.

I can't.

I can't take this anymore.

I can't think.

Maybe if I turn he could--

I could ask--

He--

Should I turn?

Will these weeks with me be enough to convince him?

To convince him to let me stay?

I don't want to be alone anymore...

I'm scared.

But I need him right now.

I need him.

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