i want a girlfriend! miya atsumu

i'm sorry

friday, february 5th

07:47

atsumu stood in front of sakusa's door and
pressed his forehead against it. he knocked
politely and waited for an answer.

he heard nothing.

miya atsumu
"hey, omi, are ya awake?"

there was no response again.

atsumu sighed.

"i gotta get to school soon
omi but there's breakfast
downstairs."

"samu and suna left early so
i just made some egg and uh
i tried to make spam musubi
for ya but it kinda looks bad."

"it still tastes good though
and i even made ya a bento
but that also looks... a bit
bad."

atsumu cringed.

"but hey, i'm sorry man."

"i know i'm stupid and i say
a whole lotta bull when i'm
pissed, but ya ain't a bad
boyfriend to suzume."

"she loves ya so much and i
was talkin' to y/n last night
and y/n told me suzume had
a bite to eat for dinner."

"she's not feelin' all that
good though so i think y/n's
gonna drop 'er off home to
have some rest."

"suzume wants ya to eat
and take care of yerself and
it ain't about being high
maintenance..."

atsumu let out a small sigh and pulled away
from the door, staring forward.

"i know what i said hurt ya
and i'm sorry."

"suzume... she... she's different
ya know?"

"she's selfless and she always
puts everyone before her but
with you, it's different."

"yer her rock or something, or
yeah and she just... ya mean
the world to 'er and look at
her caring for ya even when
she's cryin' like a baby."

"she loves ya and i'm sorry
that i pushed ya too far and
made ya feel like you were
a burden to yer girl."

"yer not a burden to anybody,
not even me, and if there's
ever a time that y'know suzume
ain't available then i'll be there
in place of 'er."

"so yeah i made ya some food
and even if ya don't wanna eat
that, just... just eat somethin'
yeah?"

atsumu let out a small sigh and looked down
at his feet.

he knew how much he hurt sakusa and how
much that ended up hurting suzume, but he
couldn't really take back what he said or
magically undo the damage.

all he really could do was make up for it and
hopefully sakusa would forgive him and they
could go back to being good buddies.

atsumu was hopeful.

he lifted his arm once more and went to knock
on sakusa's door but this time his hand missed
the door as it opened.