Dean pov
I just got back to my hotel room after saying sorry to roman...and seth aj talked to me and said I need to let it go and I knee she was right but I just can't get what he said out of my head I was his problem and that hurt to hear u sat down on the sofa and sighed I hate being alone
I hate that I let seth in and he said that I hate that im taking it out on roman to when he had nothing to do with it I just hate everything right now
Like I hate being alone but I hate having people in my life too I don't no what to do
I ended up working myself up and getting angry I punched the wall a few times witch really hurt I put my back on the down and slid down it to the floor
I leaned my head on the door then just smacked it of the door hard I then felt something go down the back on my neck I put my hand there then put it in front of my face so I could see it it was blood wow didn't think I hit my head that hard
I just leaned my head back on the door
Then there was a knock at the door I didnt move it was aj
Dean you ok in there I heard banging aj said I didn't answer she tried to open the door but cause I was leaning against it she couldn't
Dean? She said after a minute she went away I moved and locked the door and went over to the sofa I had a few drinks then feel asleep
The next thing I know is someone shaking me to wake up I opened my eyes and saw aj
Dean she said yeah I asked thank god your awake come on she said sitting me up where I asked to the hospital your bleeding your gonna need stichers she said I got up and we walked down to her car and went to the hospital I needed 12 stichers to close the cut on my head they cleaned me up then said I could go
We went back to the hotel she took me to seth and roman room?
Why am I here I asked cause you need rest she said that's what I've got my own hotel room for I said that needs to be cleaned up so your staying here while I go clean up so you don't get in trouble she said then knocked on there door roman answered looking tired hey whats up he asked can dean stay here while I clean his hotel room she asked him sure but what do you mean clean his hotel room he asked well he kinda took his anger out on the hotel room she said oh well yeah sure come in dude he said I came in and he saw my head what happened to you head he asked I dont no it found the door I said sitting down on there sofa
Aj went to clean my room even tho I should be doing it as I made the mess roman came and sat next to me
Dude are you ok he asked not really no I said why did you get angry he asked It doesn't matter I said dude talk to me he said I sighed no I don't wanna talk about it I said fine but just know that I am here for you dude he said I was finding it hard to keep my emotions under control and it's been a long long time sense the last time I struggled with keeping my emotions under control I had to get out of there I can't let him see my emotions I stood up and went to leave the room but he stopped me by blocking the door
Move I said no he said roman please I said dude look at me he said I couldn't I could feel the tears in my eyes and it's been years since that's happened
He lifted my head up so I was looking at him im using everything in me not to let the tears fall and not to break down in front of him
Dude talk to me please he said to me and that was it a tear fell down my cheek and he looked shocked and sad to see it
He just pulled me in to a massive hug it's ok dude he said hugging me tighter I pulled away and looked at him he wiped the few tears that fell away cone on he said taking me to his room get some sleep dude he said I got in bus bed and feel asleep almost instantly
Roman ended up sleeping on the sofa
