That night
Roman pov
We were all sitting In the tent trying to keep warm jojo was cuddled up to me she was still feeling extremely cold and had a bad cough as well as dean who was lieing down not saying a word he hasn't said much at all since it happens sami was sitting next to him asking him if he was ok every so often to make sure and dean would just nod his head slightly
Witch I can tell is a lie I know his not ok "im gonna check if it's still snowing" sami said I nodded and he went and Unzipped the tent and looked out it was not snowing and it looked like the sun was trying to come out witch is good he zipped the tent back up and sat back down near dean as he started coughing again sami patted his back "you alright buddy" he asked dean nodded Slightly we sat in silence for a while still trying to wrap our heads around what had happened
I look over at where sami and dean were noticing dean's eyes were closed "he asleep?" I wispered sami looked at me then down to dean putting his hand on dean's shoulder as he was lieing on his side then looked back and me and nodded I nodded back then looked down at jojo still in my arms she was still asleep she had fallen asleep a while ago
After a little while I put jojo down where she sleeps and make sure she was wrapped up well in her covers to keep her warm sami had already fallen asleep we would swap in a bit as we needed to keep an eye on dean and jojo so one off us would be awake while the other one gets some rest I went over to were dean and sami where as sami had fallen asleep still next to dean as I got closer I noticed dean was shaking slightly I knelt down by his side and pulled his cover over him more as he was still extremely cold
Then moved to where I normally sleep and sat down so I could keep an eye on all of them Half way through the night I woke sami up and he stayed up so I could get some rest and it wasn't long beforw I fell asleep
The next morning
I was woken up but little hands shaking me a little I opened my eyes alittle and then rubbed them
"Daddy somethings wrong with uncle dean" jojo said I moved my hands away from my eyes and looked over to dean straight away he was tossing and turned and looked to be burning up I sat up and moved jojo of my lap and went over to him and put my hand on his chest i looked over at jojo "Where's sami" i asked "went to see how deep the snow in near the car" she said "go get him" i said she nodded and left the tent to go get sami I looked back down at dean trying to hold him still to stop him from tossing and turning "dean wake up dude" I said but me stopping him from moving seemed to be a bad idea as he started to fight against it "no....no dont stop don't do it" dean mumbled panic in his voice
"dean wake up" I said again dean managed to get his arm free from my hold and took a swing I grabbed his wrist before it hit me
"NO!......NO PLEASE STOP!!" he screamed
"DEAN?!...DEAN WAKE UP!!!" I yell trying to wake him
"Roman what the fuck is wrong with him?" Sami said worried coming in to the tent with a scared looking jojo hiding behind him
I didnt get time to answer as dean started trying to get out my grip again
"DEAN WAKE UP GOD DAMN IT!!!" I shout
the shouts from me and sami roused Dean from the dream His awakening was violent though and with his arms still moving about and voice cracking from his continued screaming he shot up and moved away from me fast falling back with a hard thud he just kept moving his arms like someone was still trying to hold him until i grabbed him by both wrists and forced them down to his sides
"Dean!" I said slapping him lightly on the face before shaking him "Snap out of it!"
Dean froze, the screams stopped his Blue eyes darted around the tent anxiously before he looked at the exit to the tent then pushed me aside and crawled to get out of the tent fast me and sami followed telling jojo to stay inside
We went over to him as he was just outside it still on the floor but before we got to him
he turned his head to the side and threw up right there and then me and sami looked at each other worried before looking back to dean i opened my mouth to say something but stopped myself when i noticed how badly Dean's body was trembling
"Jesus dude what the hell?" I said
Dean didnt respond He just kept coughing and gagging even after he had nothing left in his stomach we went over to him i put my arms round him and helped him up and dragged him alittle further away from the tent
I kept one arm around Dean while sami gave me a towel that was wet with cold water i took it and placed it on the back of Dean's neck "Breathe" I said calmly as Dean continued to heave
"Breathe Dean come on" I said
Dean gripped on to my arm tightly and Slowly but surely he was starting to take little breaths His entire body was still trembling badly though His legs were weak and im pretty sure if I wasn't still holding him up he would fall
"we got to sit him down" I said looking to sami
"He looks like his gonna fucking pass out" I said
"Fucking hell..." sami said worried coming over to us He held on to Dean and helped me sit him down slowly Dean tried to keep his breathing steady so he wouldn't actually pass out
"The fuck was he dreaming about?" Sami asked looking at me worried
"How am I supposed to know?" I said looking at Dean worried aswell
"What were you dreaming about?" Sami asked looking at dean
Dean shook his head still looking like his was trying to keep his breathing under control
"Dude no don't shut us out" sami said
Dean flinched alittle
"There was a fire..." he mumbled looking like he was gonna be sick again just thinking about his dream
"You guys were in it and I couldn't..." he shook his head "I couldn't do anything it just fucking..." He waved his arms around probably trying to get the image out his head That was all he could say before he started throwing up again
I looked over at sami who looked pale and extremely worried
I still held the wet towel on the back of dean's neck
"Can you go stay with jojo I'll keep an eye on him" I said to sami he nodded and walked back over to the tent I rubbed dean's back trying to help
"Breathe Dean we're ok there was no fire we're fine....your fine just breathe ok" I said he stopped throwing up and gripped on to me trying to steady his breathing again
"It's alright dude" I said calmly
"S-seth" dean mumbled
"What?" I asked confused
"S-seth....h-he...started it" dean mumbled
"Started what?" I ask "he...poured...gasoline...everywhere....he held me back I couldn't......I couldn't get to you I couldn't do anything......he made me watch" dean said panicking
"Hey...hey! calm down breathe it's ok we're fine ok no fire we're safe" I said rubbing his back and bring him in to a hug
We stayed like that for a little while before sami came out to check on us
"Come on let's get you back to the tent" I said he nodded Slightly and sami helped me get him up to his feet we had to hold him up and we slowly walked to the tent and going in to him jojo was asleep by the looks of it
We put dean down and sat down next to him
"How deeps the snow near the car" I asked "still too deep to move it but it's not as deep as it was last night so" he said I nodded and then covered dean up putting my hand on his head messing round with his hair to try keep him calm as he rolled on to his his side he coughed alittle before closing his eyes tightly his body trembling slightly "it's alright we're fine" I reminded him he opened his eyes again just looking ahead of him after a little while his eyes slowly closed as his body relaxed and he fell asleep I kept messing round with his hair as me and sami let him know we're ok every now and again when his body would start trembling again and little chocked mumbles would come out his mouth
It was worrying I mean he had bad nightmares before but I don't think I've ever seen him react like that I mean that's by far the worst dream his had and this one by the sounds of it didn't end with him dieing it was us instead
