Dean pov
It was only a faw hours after turning up at the hotel and I woke after have a dream again I went to the bathroom splashing water on my face and I could feel myself burning up I started going a little dizzy I walked back to my bedroom
And sat at the end of the bed I took my top of to try cool down and just took some deep breath and it went away I got back up going to the kitchen getting some water and a bit of food and sitting on the sofa turning the tv on I was still exhausted I ate and just watched tv for abit it was like 2am I had my eyes closed leaning my head on the back of the sofa when I heard a door open I didnt open my eyes tho until they sat next to me I opened my eyes and turned my head to look at them it was seth
Sorry did I wake you he asked I shook my head You ok he asked just tired I mumbled my eyes going to close he pulled me in to him my head leaning on his shoulder his arms round my waist I do love him I just can't say those 3 words yet
I let my eyes close and tried to sleep again in the arms of the man I am truly in love with
And I finally drifted of to sleep again
Roman pov
I woke at 8 am and went out to the main room to see both dean and seth asleep on the sofa I smiled and took my phone out taking a picture to show them how cute they looked like that I then went and got a drink then took a shower and got dressed I slowly sat now on the sofa so I wouldn't wake them up but dean being a light sleeper woke up and moved abit and looked at me sorry I said it's ok he said you ok I asked to be honest no he said whats up I asked I just feel like shit he said its cause your tired dude I said maybe or maybe not I don't no I mean when I do fall asleep I feel like shit and when I dont I feel like shit so what the fucking point when I just end up feeling like shit eaither way maybe I should just fucking drink he said dean don't even say your not gonna go down that road I said what else can I do roman ah im sick of feeling like shit he said I know you are but it will be ok I promise I said Yeah he said I gave him a little hug
2 weeks later
Seth pov
It's been 2 weeks dean is now back to his normal self no more dreams and he has stopped drinking all together and his sleeping almost every night now witch is good cause even before this dream stuff happened he didn't sleep much
There a a faw nights that he just can't sleep no matter how tired he is and also me and him are now together not public tho witch just act normal when at shows or out about but back at the hotel it's different roman is very supportive of us and happy for us and I think you can see the difference in dean that fact that his in a relationship again I can tell he is still a little worried about being in a relationship but I tell him all the time that I love him and I would never hurt him or leave
He still has never said those 3 words that I've been dieing to hear him say it worries me abit knowing that's his still not said it back but his just worried about letting someone in to his heart again and I understand that
