One month later
Dean pov
I've had fun doing my film for the last month I've had no contact with roman or seth they have tried calling and texting me almost every day I never told them about the movie so if they know hunter told them and if they don't then they are probably wondering where I've been the last month I've been finding things really hurt when im not filming i sit in my hotel room doing nothing I've been drinking again and that got a little out of hand but I got it back under control with a little help from someone I've been working with on the movie but im back tonight
Night of champions and I can't wait I've missed being in the ring
I was on my way to the arena
30 minutes later I was there and I went straight out and attacked seth the look of shock on his face when I came out that taxi was priceless
I beat him down but the got taken backstage they let me go once backstage and hunter came over to me
"Ambrose nice to see you back how was the movie" he asked shaking my hand
"It was really good thanks and thank you for the opportunity" I said
"Your welcome" he said we shook hands again and then he walked of I started walking of to when seth ran up from behind turning me around and hugging me tightly I didnt hug back tho I wonder where roman is
Seth moved a Little still holding on to me tightly and looked me in the eyes
"Where the hell have you been dean" he asked
"That's none of your business rollins" I said moving his arms of me and walking of to my locker room
I showered then got my jacket and headed out the arena
"Dean wait please! Seth said running up to me again
"What!" I snapped at him turning around
"Dean where have you been why didnt you answer our calls and messages we were worried as hell that you had done something stupid" he said "well guess I didn't then what a shame" I said turning around and was about to walk off
"Dean roman is in hospital" he said I stopped and turned around looking at him
"What?" I said "roman is in hospital he needed emergency surgery" seth said "when" I asked "last night I tried ringing you and telling you but you never answered" he said
"There's a reason I never answered I was probably busy" I said then turned around and walked of
I don't know what to think I feel guilty for not being there for not being there for him but why should I have been he doesn't care just like seth doesn't so why do I feel so bad about it
I went to the hotel I was staying at and took my jacket off then sat down but once again didn't know what to do with myself I got up and went to the nearest bar and just got completely wasted to the point where I didnt even know where the hell I was but then someone came over to me
"Dean? Why are you drinking" he said I turned and from what I could see I think it was seth
"Might as well whats it to you anyways two-tones" I mumbled
"Dean look im sorry about what happened between us I just I was finding it hard that we were always fighting and It just didn't feel right and I just wanted us to stop fighting" he said "fuck off rollins you don't fucking care you never did you lied just like everyone else in my life has I trusted you and you promised you wouldnt leave you wouldnt do what everyone else did you lied" I said feeling tears in my eyes I stood up but stumbled he grabbed on to me I pulled away roughly falling to the floor
"Dean im sorry......I didn't lie tho I don't care about you and I do love you I just didn't want to fight with you anymore I hate fighting with you" he said going to help me up I got up myself and stumbled out the bar heading back to the hotel
"Dean please" he said following me
"If you talk to roman say im sorry" I said walking in to the hotel and up to my room
I went to the bathroom I gripped on to the sink so tight my nuckles went White I looked in the mirror
"What's wrong with me why do people always leave" I said to myself I then moved to the toilet and threw up
I went and got the bottle of pain killers and stay myself down on the floor
I looked at the bottle and it made me think of maybe if people leave it a cause they don't want me in there life so why don't I just save my self more pain and end it all now I opened the bottle and then got up got some water sat back down and took all the pain killers that were in the bottle it didn't take long before everything went black
Seth pov
I didnt understand what dean ment when he said if I talk to roman to say sorry I didn't no what he was sorry for
So I decided to go try talk to him again and explain and say sorry that I didn't mean to make him feel like that I do still love him I will never stop loving him I found out his hotel room number and went and knocked on the door no answer I tried opening the door but it was locked u went down and asked for a key so I could check on him they gave me a key and I went back up to his room and unlocked the door
"Dean?" I asked no response "dean you here" I asked once again no response
I walked to the bedroom he wasn't there I walked to the bathroom and the door was locked so I knocked on it "dean you ok in there" I asked I got no response tho I got worried so kicked the door open and I was shocked and heart broken at what I saw dean was on the floor and they was an empty bottle of pain killers still in his hand
I went over to him and pulled his head on to my lap and check to see if he was breathing he wasn't I got my phone out calling 911
And I started to CPR on him I was crying because I felt like I am to blame the ambulance was on its way it soon got here ad took over pulling me out the room 15 minutes later they got a pulse and he was breathing again slow and weak but breathing they got him on a stretcher and took him to hospital I held his hand the whole way there and the went and pumped out his stomach to get all the pills out of him and now i was just waiting for him to wake up the had him on a drip and all I could hear in the room was that steady beeping from his heart monitor I couldn't stop crying I kept a hold of his hand and begged him to be ok
