The next day at the arena
Seth pov
We were at the arena we didn't have a match tonight we have to turn up incase some one gets injured me and roman were sitting in our locker room talking we haven't seen dean at all sense we got here he out his bags down then left and we aint seen him sense then I think I should talk to him
After a while the show was almost over when dean walked in Hey where have you been roman asked not here dean snapped back at him
What was wrong with him
Man are you ok I asked im fine stop asking me he snapped at me now
Your clearly not fine cause your snapping at us all the time I said back feeling annoyed at him for snapping all the god damn time
I'm not in the mood this he said whats wrong man please just talk to us so we can help I said nothing alcohol can't take away he said no dean your not going to be drinking again I said you can't stop me he snapped dean please stop this I said stop what he snapped drinking and just talk to us I said nope is all he said grabbing his stuff and walking out the room we followed him and got in the car no one said a word the whole ride to the hotel once we got there dean went to his hotel room and me and roman went to ours
I'm worried about him i said to roman me too man he said back
We decided to go over to his hotel room to try talk him out of drinking again we got there and knocked on the door he answered holding a bottle of wisky what do you want you gonna give me another lecture I don't need he snapped dean you need to stop ok I said no I don't need to stop he snapped back yes you do roman said who are you guys to tell me what to do he snapped were your friends we care about you he said yeah right dean said going to shut the door but roman pushed it back open and walked in I walked in behind him and shut the door What are you doing dean said sitting down roman said back sitting on the sofa I sat down too dean came over to us
Guys get out he snapped who are you to tell us what to do roman said back copying what dean said before im nobody but this is my room and im asking you to leave dean snapped man will you calm the fuck down I said no get out he said getting angry at us no is all I said he moaned then just gave up and sat down if out saying another word
Dean please stop drinking I don't want you thinking that drink is the only way to help you with what it is your not telling us I said he looked at me and then looked away straight away and sighed why couldn't he look Me in the eye I thought he put his drink down and rubbed his face with his hands I put my hand on his back and he flinched witch made me jump a little he stood up straight away guys please leave now he said De-i went to say but he cut me off look I won't drink just leave he said I sighed roman stood up pulling me up with him ok look we will go but you need to realise we are only trying to help roman said pulling me out the room with him I looked back at dean and he was looking down and the ground he looked so sad and miserable once we got back to our hotel room I went to bed but once again couldn't sleep I got up and went to the main room and went to sit down when I heard a little noise coming from outside my hotel room I went over to the door and heard two voices one of those voices were dean
I didnt no who the other one was I didnt open the door yet so I could hear what they were saying
Shut up dean snapped or what ambrose ah you gonna go drink more alcohol this other voice said no im not dean snapped back oh really what you gonna do then no one cares about you dean your a nobody why don't you go shot you self do the world a Faver fag this over voice said I heard enough and opened the door to see some guy that I've never seen before and a very angry and sad dean
What's going on I said oh look you need someone to fight your battles for you too cause your a fag this person said to dean the next thing I know is dean on top of him hitting hin I pulled dean of the guy ad pulled him to to mine and Romans hotel room and shut the door and looked him in the eyes I had t use everything in me not to kiss him right now you ok I asked He sighed there is something I need to tell you he said ok I'm all ears I said letting go of him I-um I damn this is harder then I thought he said Hey its ok take your time im here for you and so is roman I said he sighed ok he took a deep breath I um I can't do it he said looking down at the floor it's ok I said patting his shoulder I got something I think I should tell you I said he looked up at me ok dont judge me tho ok I said he nodded I-i think I'm gay I said he didn't say a word just looked at me dean?..........earth to dean?........dean I said w-what he said you ok I asked He nodded a little I-im fine he said you not gonna judge are you I asked worried he might n-no I won't whats there to judge about he said me being gay cause I like a guys I said what guy do you like he asked I was scared for that question
I um you dont no him I said but he looked kinda hurt by my words witch confused me
You ok u asked I um I got to go im tired he said walking out the fast and shutting the door behind him well that isn't how I wanted that convocation to go I said to myself then laid on the bed and ended up falling asleep
Dean pov
I just got back to my hotel room I feel so lonely having my own hotel room give me to much time to think I get lost in my own thoughts for hours sometimes witch is why I shouldn't be alone but I just couldn't be around seth eaither cause I didn't trust myself not to do something stupid and loss him but now I found out his gay but likes someone else hurts
He doesn't like me he will never feel for me the way I feel for him I ended up drinking again and just didn't stop I could feel every fading away and everything started spinning I collapsed and then everything went black
Roman pov
I came out in to the main as I couldn't sleep and about 10 minutes later seth came in Hey how come your up I asked I dont no I got a really bad feeling he said yeah same here I said Let's go cheak on dean I don't like this feeling he said ok I said we went down the hall to dean room and knocked on the door no answer we knocked again still no answer I cheaked to see if it was unlocked and it was so we walked in and saw dean lieing on the floor we ran over to him turning him on to his back dean dude wake up I said he didn't his breathing was really weak and slow call 911 I said to seth ok he said panicking the ambulance got here and put a breathing mask on in they asked us what happened we told them we don't no we found him like this they took him to the hospital and me and seth got dressed and got in the car to go to the hospital we got there and waited for news after awhile they came in and told up he had drank to much had and to get his stomach pumped shit I thought
Can we see him seth asked you can he is resting the doctor told us we thanked him then went in to dean's room and sat down and waited for him to wake up
