Dean's pov
I woke up a little while later I could see roman and sami sitting in the main room so I stayed still so they would think I was still asleep and just started thinking about everything that's happened letting it all finally sink in and my heart just completely shattered when I realised what really did happen
How could seth do that to me I thought he loved me I don't get it have I really put him under that much pressure and stress that he had to go do that I don't understand it I don't get why he would stab me in the back like that it just doesn't make sense at all I know he was drunk so maybe it was just one of those drunken mistakes I had plenty of drunken night where I've done things I shouldn't off I mean I love him but maybe he doesn't love me back anymore maybe I'm too much for him to handle maybe im just such a fuck up I couldn't give him what he wanted so he had to go get it of some random girl from a club ahh I can't handle this right now I closed my eyes tightly trying to clear my head from everything but all that get going through my mind was seth saying maybe he didn't love me anymore I couldn't get those words out my head no matter how hard I tried to I rolled over on to my stomach putting my face in to my pillow and closed my eyes tightly I need to clear my head I need to forget what happened and there's only one think that's gonna do that and thats alcohol I turned back on to my back and looked in the main room they were both looking at the floor I got up slowly so they wouldn't hear me I went a got changed and walked in to the bathroom slowly shutting the door and locking it I looked in the mirror man I looked like fucking shit I turned the tap on and splashed some water on my face a few times I turned the tap back off then gripped on to the sink tightly taking a few deep breaths just trying to calm down I then hear knocking on the door I could tell they were panicking by the way they were knocking on the door so fast
"Dean?...open the door" roman said witch panic and worry in his voice I looked back up in to the mirror at my reflection with out answering roman
"Maybe I don't love him anymore" ran though my head over and over and over again I pulled away from the sink and almost fell I grabbed on to the wall so I didn't maybe drinking at a good idea beens I've taken my meds witch are helping my body to keep gaining strength
I hate taking meds away so fuck the meds im going to get hammered with or without roman and sami I dont give a fuck anymore I've been hurt to much times and now it's time to do something about it.....I'm gonna go speak to seth
"Dean open the fucking door" seth said I unlocked and opened the door looking at them blankly
"Are you ok" sami asked "im fucking great thanks for asking" I said then walked past them and to the door "Where are you going" roman asked as they follow me out the room I stopped and turned around to face them they stopped too "guys back off I got something I need to take care of....alone" I said then turned around a kept on walking I could tell they were still following but keeping there distance thinking I can't tell there still following me I went and knocked on seth hotel room door
After a minute he answered it and he looked like shit he had clearly been crying "d-dean?" He said looking me in the eyes I looked in to his eyes damn maybe I can't do what I came here to do cause deep down I love him wether he loves me back or not
"Seth....can I come in" I asked He moved away and I walked in as soon as he shut the door and turned around I pined him to the door he looked taken back and quite scared so he should be
"Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me " I said with my forearm on his neck
"Dean.....I do love you im sorry I said that I didn't mean it it's just been so hard lately" he said looking me in the eyes with guilt and sadness
"That's not what I asked" I said putting more pressure on his neck
"I can't say I don't love you cause I do" he shouts at me I pushes my arm of his neck and then pushed me down to the floor pinning me there I punched him in the face and he stumbled back I got up and he came over to me I punched him again and this time he punched me back and I stumbled back I ran at him taking him down to the floor and started just biting him over and over my anger taking over tears in my eyes he pushed me of him and rolled on to of me putting his hands round my neck I started hitting his arms trying to get him to loosen his grip as I couldn't breathe "s-seth....?"I couldn't finish as he put more pressure on my neck everything started spinning and darkening around me ye then let go and I gasped for air while he paced the room once I got my breath back I stood using the wall as help he stopped pacing and looked at me His eyes dark and dangerous this wasn't him right now
He came over to me and stood right in front of me
Looking in to my eyes not saying a word I then just tackled him to the floor with all the power I had and we both just started throwing punches at each other we soon got back to our feel still biting each other letting all our anger out on each other he then moved away for a second then came at me a full speed taking me down us both going though a glass window I hit my head on the corner of the table hard I then hear the door being kicked open as both me and seth lie not moving everything was just spinning I turned my head slightly and seth was knocked out and bleeding from his head and over parts of his body from going though the glass everything started going black as I see 2 figures rushing over to me and seth then everything went black
Roman pov
Me and sami stayed out waiting for dean to come back knowing he needed to do what ever it was he wanted to do we waited for about 20 minutes before going over to seth's door to try hear what's going on it was silent witch worried me then we heard glass break so we kicked the door opened the place was a mess we looked around and spotted seth and dean both lieing on the floor we ran over to them right as we got there I saw dean's eyes close they were both covered in blood and both were unconscious sami went over to seth while I went over to dean seth was bleeding pretty bad I got to dean and knelt down next to him the was a little puddle of blood around dean's head and he was also cut up pretty bad but I then looked down a litte and froze with fear the was a big peace of glass sticking out of dean's stomach on the left side and it was bleeding badly "sami" I said looking up from dean sami looked from seth to me the down to what I kept looking at and his eyes widen with fear he then grabbed his phone calling 911 2 ambulances were on the way the puddle around dean's head was getting bigger to I lifted his head a little to see where it was coming from and his head was bleeding badly too I looked up a little to see what he might of hit it off and I saw blood on the corner of the table 5 minutes later the were both on the way to hospital I wanted to be there for both of them even tho im pissed of at seth
Sami went with seth so I stayed with dean they pulled the glass out of him and it was big it went deep and might of coursed internal bleeding his head injury is pretty serious too im scared right now we got to the hospital and they rushed him off I went to the waiting room and met up with sami he got up and hugged me "how's dean" he asked as tears form in my eyes "not good they said his head injury looks pretty serious and the glass that saber in to him went deep and might of coursed internal bleeding I don't know what's happening" I say as a tear falling he brings me in to a hug "how's seth" I asked "not to good eaither they didn't tell me anything" he said I can't lose both of them I may be pissed at seth but his still my little brother and dean well dean's dean how can you not love him his my best friend my little brother and I love him dearly and his been though so much his whole life I wanted to be there to protect him but he didn't like being protected he liked doing things himself and his own way and he done that his whole life and thats got him too wwe where he wanted to be along time ago but he made it and he did it with only one person who stuck by him before me and seth came alone and that is sami
I hope there both gonna be ok I don't wanna lose any of my brothers
