Weeks later
Roman pov
Things have been tough for the past few weeks dean's nightmares have gotten really bad he would be screaming and shouting in his sleep and me and sami would struggle to wake him and even once his awake it's like his mind is still stuck in the nightmare and we would have to get him to realise his ok and that it was a nightmare his got so paranoid and jumpy his anxiety is really bad his even go in to a few panic/anxiety attacks
His completely lost interest in everything he once loved to do including wrestling witch is worrying and his completely isolated himself sami is really worried too and we honestly don't know what to do anymore he always just wants to be left alone and just ain't looking after himself he barely eats he doesn't sleep much as everytime he does he has a nightmare his drinking again and it's got out of control and he always talking about feeling trapped and not able to find a way out and thats really worrying but he won't talk to us about it even when his completely wasted he won't talk just talks about wanting a way out his got really bad mood swings and saying how he just feels so worthless and it's heart breaking
It's got to such a bad point where I think our last hope is calling seth maybe have seth speak to dean a reassure him that he aint gonna try kill any of us like in dean's nightmares and maybe that would make the nightmares stop and then everything else might go back to normal but im worried about calling him cause what if it actually makes things worse I honestly just feel so helpless and I know sami does too jojo has been really scared and upset seeing dean like this and she ain't even been able to put a smile on his face like she use too
"Sami im gonna call seth maybe him talking and reassuring dean that he aint gonna kill any of us the nightmares might stop" I said he nodded I got up going to the kitchen and took my phone out and called seth
"Hello?" Seth said
"Seth it's me we need your help" I said
"Roman? What's going on?" He asked
"Seth it's dean his nightmares came back and they are really bad and things have got out of control and we don't no what to do" I said my voice cracking
"What's happening?" He asked worried
"in his nightmares you've basically been killing us and dude his completely isolated himself from everyone including me sami and jojo his lost interest in everything he loved to do his barely eating he won't sleep and his drinking again and his got out of hand and we don't no what to do anymore we were thinking maybe if you talked to him and reassured him that you aint gonna kill us that the nightmares might stop" I said crying now
"W-what your kidding right" seth asked shocked and worried
"No dude im not" I said
"I'll be right over" he said
"Ok the front doors open just come in when your here" I said
"Ok" he said then I hung up
"Is he coming" sami asked as I walked back in to the living room
"Yeah his coming over" I said he nodded "im gonna go check on dean quick" I said he nodded I went upstairs and to dean's room and knocked on the door then walked in He was lying in his bed
"Go away" dean said not even looking my way
"Dude please stop this" I begged
"Go away roman leave me alone" he said
"Please dude come on I hate seeing you like this" I said upset
"Roman fuck off!....leave me alone" he said I sighed as a tear fell down my cheek and left the room closing the door behind me jojo came out her room as I left dean's
"Daddy when is uncle dean going happy again" she asked coming over to me I picked her up
"I don't know babygirl" I said she hugged in to me as I walked back down stairs "you get him to say anything" sami asked "he just told me to fuck off and leave him alone" I said he sighed looking down at the floor jojo got of my lap and hugged sami as he let his tears fall unable to keep them in anymore his tried so hard to keep a brave face but this is the first time his been unable to help dean when his like this his too far gone I just really hope seth will be able to help
