Dean pov
It was getting quite late and I know sami will be here tomorrow morning but I don't know if I even want to talk about anything cause I don't even know what's going on in my head at the moment everything is just to much to handle
I opened my eyes seth and roman were still sat down in front of me
"Dude can you please eat something please im begging you here" roman begged I shook my head "dean you have to eat your body will start shutting down if you don't" seth said I just shrugged my shoulders I really didn't care right now I was just really tired right now
"Dean don't do this stop it and just eat some food" seth said "I don't want to.......I just wanna......sleep I mumbled closing my eyes again rest and soon after that fell asleep
The next morning (sami arrived an hour ago)
I was starting to wake up I could hear people talking I slowly open my eyes a little and saw 3 figures in front of me they weren't looking at me tho my head was hurting alot
And I just felt really I don't know weak I guess is the word to use
I closed my eyes again to try stop my head hurting after a little while I felt a hand on my chest and then someone say my name I opened my eyes slightly and saw sami
"Hey man" he said "h-hi" I mumbled weakly "you ok" he asked sitting down next to me keeping his head on my chest "headache" I mumbled weakly again "the boys have told me you haven't been eating why not man you need to eat" he said my eyes slowly starting to shut he rubbed my chest abit witch made my eyes open again
"Dean talk to me man" he said "sleep" is all I cause mumbled back weakly before my eyes closed again I felt him rub my chest and said my name but kept my eyes closed drifting back in to a deep sleep witch is weird for me I'm a light sleeper
Sami pov
I rubbed dean's chest and said his name a couple times but he didn't respond I just stayed sitting there keeping my hand on his chest I looked over to roman and seth who both looked worried I was too just maybe not as much as them cause I've seen him in this sort of state before but never this bad cause he always talked to me before it got bad but for some reason he didn't this time and I wanna know who I know it ain't what he said on the phone I know it ain't cause he doesn't want to feel like his dependent on me I know that aint the real reason we sat and watched tv for abit while dean rests
But soon after I went to wake him up but he wouldn't open his eyes or respond to me and he was really pale that left us abit worried we left him a little longer then we would try again
30 minutes later
I turned to dean ribbed his chest and said his name a few times when he finally started opening his eyes and looked up at me
"Dean? You ok" I asked I know it's a stupid question I know his not ok I just don't know what else to say
"I.....I feel.....really....sick.........and...light...hheaded" he mumbled back just above a wisper he sounded really weak witch was not good
"Do you want to sit up?" I asked "can.....you....help...me..to....The.........bathroom...p-please" he mumbled weakly I nodded and helped him sit up then slowly stood him up I head to keep a strong grip on him as he could barely stand even with by help witch really wasn't good I got him to the bathroom where he ended up being sick soon after that we tried getting him to eat to witch he still refused he feel back asleep and half an hour later his breathing got really weak and shallow his body was shutting down seth was freaking down me and roman tried keeping it together for seth we got dean to the car and drove to the hospital where we took him he they got dean to a room and hooked him up to a heart monitor and a drip and the put this tube thing in his nose with was basically feeding him they put a breathing mask on him to help him with his breathing it was scary seeing him like this
