Seth pov
It's been a few days they let dean out the hospital he hasn't really talked much at all I booked a hotel and took him there roman was flying over today as he was released from hospital last night
I was sat in the hotel room just keeping an eye on dean scared to take my eyes of him incase he goes and does something stupid again I don't want that to happen
"You ok" I asked "im fine" he mumbled looking down at the floor
"Talk to me dean" I said "I just did" he mumbled again the laid himself down on the sofa and closed his eyes
"You tired" I asked "yer" he mumbled I got a pillow and cover for him I put the pillow under his head and covered him up
And sat down near him messing around with his hair
"I love you so much dean and I'm so sorry for what I did I never want to lose you again" I said but I knew he was already asleep
Later that day
We were sitting here in silence dean was just staring of in to space
When there was a knock at the door it pulled him out his thoughts as he turned to look at the door I got up and opened it
It was roman he hugged me and I let him in he saw dean and went over to him pulling him up in to a hug dean actually hugged back straight away
"God its so good to see you dude I've missed having your crazy ass around" roman said pulling away from dean I actually saw dean smile a little
"How you feeling dude " roman said sitting down dean sitting back down too I went over and sat next to roman
"Been better" dean mumbled
" Why did you do it" roman asked tears in his and my eyes thinking about it
"I don't no I......I just couldn't handle it anymore" he said looking down again
"Couldn't handle what" roman asked
"Everything" he said roman pulled him in to another hug
"Why didn't you just call us" I asked "you already know the answer to that question roman" he mumbled in to roman chest as roman held on to him tightly
"but we could of helped you" roman said letting go a little and looking down at dean
"After what happened I really didn't think you guys cared i mean like I don't trust many people but you and seth I aways trusted and that trust was broken and left me once again alone and I was.....i am sick of it" he said "dude we do care" roman said dean eyes were starting to water
"I'm sorry" dean said as a tear fell witch broke my heart seeing him in this state was hard
"Don't be sorry dude we have your back I swear on jojo's life we will always have your back no matter what" roman said dean then let his tears fall silently and hugged roman again tightly
