3 months later
Dean pov
These last 3 months had been the best 3 months of my life me and seth and going strong and I think me and roman are closer then ever too
But today I was feeling like complete crap I was tired I had a really bad headache we were in the car on the way to our next show it was a long drive
You alright dude you've been a little quiet roman asked im fine I said back still looking out the window
You sure he asked yup I said closing my eyes After a little while I ended up drifting of to sleep just to have a dream this is the first one in months
Dream
Fuck you you fucking asshole!! I shout at seth no! Fuck you dean your fucking useless you can't do shit you fuck up everything I-i fucking hate you!!! He shouted back at me I was shocked how could he say that to me I just stood there looking at him heart broken
Dean im sorry I didn't me - I cut him off
Yes!!! Yes you fucking did fuck you seth im done im fucking done with this shit I let you in for you to fucking chuck it back in my face after you promised me you wouldnt I should have none I'm sick of people doing this to me im FUCKING DONE!!!! I shout walking out the door seth came out after me dean please don't go im sorry I really am he said I kept walking and the next this I know is being hit by something and feeling so much pain DEAN!!! I heard seth say running over to me he pulled my head in to his lap
No no no this is not happening dean please say with me it's gonna be ok he said I couldn't breathe it hurt to much dean I love you so so much I can't live with out you im sorry for what I said god this is all my fault he said crying n-no.......its...not......your.....fault.......its..mine I wispered no its not dean just stay with me ok he said as my eyes started to close dean no he said slapping my face I........I......love......you I said taking money y last breath that was the first time I ever said I love you to him
End of dream
I woke straight up panicking
Hey!? Shit dude what wrong you ok roman asked I was struggling to breathe p-pull.......over I said he did what I asked I undone my seat belt opening my door falling out the car sliding down to the floor trying to breath seth and roman were at my side in seconds
Dean? You ok seth asked worried
I.......can't........breathe I said
I could see the panic in there faces
They were doing everything they could to help and it started working slowly catching my breath after about 10 minutes I could breathe I took in slow deep breaths roman gave me some water to help
We soon got back in the car and carried on our drive we still had about 3 hour drive left
I sat in the back seth sat with me
Keeping me close to him
After we finally arrived we got a hotel went to our room put our stuff down and sat down
You ok now dude roman asked me I got a really bad headache I said he got me some pain killers I took them then just laid my head on seth shoulder closing my eyes
