Seth pov
After getting that phone call from roman I was extremely worried
So I got changed and went to Romans why would dean be having nightmares of me killing them I know I hurt him but I didn't mean too and I've hated myself everyday since then cause I lost the only people I ever cared about 30 minutes later u got to roman and walked in
"Uncle seth" jojo said running over to me and hugging me "hey jojo" I said picking her up "uncle seth uncle dean is really sad" she said holding me tightly "I know your dad called im gonna talk to him ok" I said she nodded roman and sami came over and told me everything and then roman showed me dean's room while sami stayed with jojo I walked in as roman stayed at the door dean was lying on the bed covered up and his face in his pillow
"I told you to leave me alone" I heard dean mumble
"Dean?" I said I saw his head move and he looked in my direction and he really did look bad his lost alot of Wight since I last seen him his hair is longer and he hasn't shaved in a while it brought a tear to my eye seeing him like this
"What do you want" he mumbled
"I just want to talk please" I said
"I don't wanna talk" he mumbled putting his face back in to his pillow "dean just give me 5 minutes and ill leave" I said "go away" he mumbled
I sat down on the bed next to him he didn't even react I put my hand on his back and that did make him reacted he moved my hand off him
"You gonna talk to me" I asked quietly "no" he mumbled I looked over at roman and gave him a look he nodded and left ed the room leaving me and dean alone
I looked back over at dean
"Dean look at me" I said he mumbled something I didn't hear but turned his head to face me and opening his eyes they looked to dull "talk to me please tell me what's been going on" I asked He sighed but told me everything about whats been happening in his nightmares
"Dean you know I would never put my hands on you or the other in anyways to harm you I know I've hurt you emotionally and I have to live with that everyday and im truly sorry for that" I said he just signed and turned his head putting it back in to his pillow "I love you dean" I said "can you go away now" he mumbled I sighed and left the room
"Did you get him to talk" roman and seth asked as soon as I got down stairs "alittle he told me about what I did in the dreams but that was it then told me to leave" I said they both sighed jojo was sat on the sofa looking down at the floor "daddy?" She said "yeah babygirl?" He said "can I go see uncle dean" she said "I don't think that's a good idea jojo" he said "im going to go see him anyway" she said a got up roman tried to stop her and we all followed her up and tried to get her before she walked in dean's room
But it was too late she walked in leaving the door wide open we stopped and looked in as she went over to the other side of the bed and got on it "uncle dean" she said "not now jojo" he mumbled "but uncle dean I don't want to see you sad anymore" she said tears coming to her eyes dean didn't talk or move "I love you uncle dean" she said "love you too jojo" dean mumbled still not moving jojo got of the bed and walked out roman picked he'd up and we all went back down stairs I didnt know what to do or say seeing dean like this was the hardest thing in my life
