Roman pov
After think off all this moments with seth and dean
Seth shouting my name pulled me out of my thoughts
I got up and went to his and dean's room and seth trying to get dean on the floor I went over and helped him this is the first time it's happened at night
He grabbed the bag while I held dean on his side he wasn't foaming at the mouth witch was odd
He gave me the tube and he turned dean on to his back slowly but before I couldn't even go to put the tube in his mouth he started choking we quickly rolled him back to him side I put the tube down his throat to clear his air way and we turned him back over on to his back he started going very pale the convulsions getting worse I hate that we can't stop them the only thing we can do is try keep his air way clear
After a few minutes they stopped but a minute later started again and this time he was foaming at the mouth he started choking we got him on his side and I slid the tube out he coughed up abit of foam
I then put the tube back in getting him back on his back seth holding his head in place so we can keep the air way open and clear
5 minutes later the convulsions stopped again seth cleaned his face up and then got the oxygen tank
While he got thay ready I pulled the tube out slowly and seth out the mask on him and a few minutes later dean regained consciousness
He moved his hand and put it on his chest and rubbed it he then moved his other hand to the mask
I put my hand on his
"Dean keep it on" I said he mumbled something back but I had no idea what he said
He rubbed his chest again I looked back at his face and it look like he was in pain
"What is it is your chest hurting" I asked worried he nodded I looked up at seth he moved his hand putting it on dean's that was his chest and his other hand in his hair moving it out his eyes "it's gonna be ok" he said I kept a hold of dean's hand that he tried to take the mask of with he did have a little grip back but not alot his eyes closed
"Dean?" Seth said he opened his eyes again he then tired to move his hand to the mask again I pulled it away "dean you need to keep that on for abit longer ok it's helping you" I said he moved his head slightly to look at me he looked so helpless and sad I grip his hand tighter he looked St our hands and I felt him grip a little harder but only for a few seconds now he was only just keeping a grip he kept his head facing me and closed his eyes
After a few more minutes we took the mask off him seth turned the oxygen off and dean opened his eyes a little looking at me seth knelt back down beside him on the other side and helped me sit dean up
Dean leaned his head on my shoulder
"It's ok dude" I wispered to him we got him up and back in bed as soon as dean's head hit the pillow his eyes closed and he drifted of to sleep
"I aint gonna be able to sleep now" seth said "I can stay in here for abit with him if you wanna go to one of the other rooms for some sleep" I said "you sure" he asked " yeah I'm not tired right now anyways" I said
" ok thanks man" he said giving me a little hug "it's ok" i said he left the room and I laid down on the bed next to dean and looked up at the ceiling
"I love you dude you and seth mean so much to me my little brothers
And im always gonna be hear for you both you my little crazy brother and I don't wanna lose you I wispered even tho he was asleep or so I thought
"Thanks" he mumbled "oh your still awake" I said "yeah" he mumbled opening his eyes slightly "and I love you too roman you dont even realise how much both you and seth and done for me" he mumbled "im always gonna be hear for you and seth" I said "I know and im greatful that I have you for me although I may not act it cause I like to deal with things myself....but it's just.......8th just what im use too.......I'm not use to having people there for me and care about me.........it just feels to good to be true sometimes........its mean I don't deserve you or seth in my life" he said " what of course you do dude" i said "I don't" he mumbled clearly falling asleep "dude you do and I'm glad I met you and seth you are an amazing person dean" I said
"Ok" he mumbled his eyes closing and him falling asleep this time I just stayed there looking up at the ceiling and looking over at dean every now and again to check on him
