Dean pov
I was woken up a while later feeling someone get in bed next to me I rolled over so I could see who it was it was seth
I'm sorry I mumbled still half asleep for what he asked snapping at you and roman I mumbled puting my head on his chest it's ok we just wanted to know what happened he said I got in a fight that's all I said quietly as I was falling back asleep you ok tho he asked im good I said ok he said putting his arms around me
Seth I said yeah he said I want you to know if anything happens im sorry I said what you talking about he said confused im sorry it dont matter im talking shit again I mumbled you ok he asked yeah just tired sorry I said falling asleep ok I love you he was the last thing I heard before falling asleep
Seth pov
I couldn't fall asleep as dean words kept going though my head "i want you to know is anything happens im sorry" what was he talking about is there something hid not telling us I was worried about him I mean why would he say that
I managed to fall asleep after a while
The next morning when I woke up dean wasn't in the room I went to the main room he wasn't there either he was gone roman came out hey he said have you seen dean I asked no I've only just woke up he said his gone I said call him he said I didn't and it went straight to voice mail I started freaking out as what he said came back in my mind
I want you to know if something happens im sorry I said out loud what roman asked that's what dean said to me last night I said what really he asked yeah I said shit he said
Dean pov
I went to meet beth again as when I woke up I had a text once again I had no choice or seth and roman will pay the price she said I have to end my relationship with seth and my friendship with roman I said no but she rang someone and told them to attack seth and roman so I stopped them and said ill do it she wants me broken they are all I have and all I care about and if I've got to do this for them to be safe then ill do it I was walking back to the hotel I felt sick of what I'm gonna have to do I got to the hotel and stood by the door and took in a deep breath
I opened the door
Dean!! Where the hell ha - he stop probably seeing the look on my face
Dean whats wrong you ok he asked them both looking at me no im not I said back whats wrong they asked coming towards me I backed up and they looked at me confused
I'm sorry I can't do this anymore I said what do you mean what are you talking about seth asked we're finished I said what! He said I couldn't look at him he looked heart broken Dean wha - roman went to say but I cut him of dont roman dont make this any harder then it already is I said walking over to my room grabbing my stuff putting them in to a bag and walking back out in to the main room
Dean whats is going on roman asked im sorry I said about to walked out but roman grabbed my arm roughly witch hurt
Tell me what's going on he said angrily I looked over at seth he had tears in his eyes I felt like shit
I looked back up at roman tears now in my eyes I used everything in me not to let the tears fall it's over stay away from me both of you I said pulling my arm back away from roman backing up to the door opening it turning around to walk out I stopped should I just tell then I have no choice or they would be hurt and they will hate me if I don't tell them I turned around to talk but seen roman trying to stop seth from cry he looked up at me a tear now falling down my face I couldn't take it anymore
Guys I-i was cut of by roman
Get out of here dean he snapped angrily at me more tears now coming down my face they hate me she really has left me broken I turned around and walked out I got myself a new room and as soon as I was in it and the door was shut I slide down the door and put my head in Mt hands I was angry upset and heart broken at what I just did but I had to for them to be safe yeah what I done hurt them but it's nothing compared to what they would do to them if I didn't leave I got up and got a drink I've done so good staying away from alcohol but now there's nothing else that is gonna help cause it was seth and roman that helped me stop drinking and now they hate me hell I hate myself
Seth pov
he wouldn't just leave like that I said crying I know I don't get it he said it makes sense now what he said last night I said Yeah he said back but he looked just as heart broken and hurt as we did what if something happened to him and he didn't want us to know I said I dont no seth I really don't he said back I just cried why would he do this I dont understand
