Save me from myself

Tour

The next week they met the real estate agent and signed the papers, making them home-owners. His new role. There had always been rentals with his friends and band members. Now it was all his, theirs.

She had packed all her things in a week and Ronnie also, so ready to move before the tour, basically living between moving boxes and bags. 

As they were consulting with the renovators the other day, it came clear that the changes would take some time. Few weeks minimum. Putting them into a difficult place, uncertain where would be the best place to live while the renovation is taking place.

"I could go to my parents place." she though in the evening. Depending on her parents was the most natural solution to her. But not to Ronnie "Fuck no! Nah. Not gonna happen."

"Why?" she was confused "You know we can count on them."

"Yea I know." he said "It's not that we can't."
"What is it then?" she was curious.

"You're my family now. What ever is happening in our lives, we deal with it." he said.

"I'm not going to stay in a hotel, if you're suggesting that!" she opposed.

"Nah.." Ronnie was in thoughts, looking her under his brows.

"Come to the tour with me." he said pleased.

"To the tour?" she asked surprised. She knew touring would be fun but then again being there with an infant and most likely alone a lot cause of the concerts and interviews, didn't sound so fun at all.

"You're hesitating." he said serious and waited for an answer, looking intensly into her eyes.

"Can you blame me?" she asked "I mean, don't get me wrong, Ronnie, having fun with you at the tour would be so awesome. Really." she said and took a hold of his hand, entwining their fingers and sighed "But we have Willow now. We can't just.."

"I get it." Ronnie said serious.

"And I'd be alone alot." she continued "I know you'll be having interviews and meet'n'greets..."

"True." he agreed but didn't let go "But I'd be sleeping with you. We could go lunches and spend our free time together." Seeing her still doubtful he turned to Willow "Babygirl, say you wanna come to the tour with me and mommy." making Sam chuckle. 

"We could go eat icecream and you can help me sign all the merch." he said to Willow, hopeful, looking at her behaviour.

"Look! She nodded." Ronnie burst out suddenly. Sam laughed to that and said "Yeah, right." They both laughed and when they stopped, Ronnie said to her "Just... come to the tour with me." She wanted to say something but Ronnie said "We'll find a way." She wasn't that opposed to the though so Ronnie dared to ask "Okay?" She took a deep breath and said, letting out the air she held in for few seconds "I guess we're going on a tour."

"Yes, yes, YES!" Ronnie said and jumped on her, pecking kisses on her neck and face, making her squeal.

"We're gonna have so much fun!" he said excited.

That night they set a new direction with their plans. The renovation was set to start on the beginning week, so they had two days to move her stuff to their new place, give up her rental contract and pack for the tour. When her parents heard that they're going on tour with Willow, they were bit disappointed and worried. They could've offered their help. She told them about Ronnie's opinion and promised to use their help the next time "He's taking good care of us." she reassured them.

The first day of the tour had arrived. They were up early in the morning and dragged their luggage outside and stood outside with coffee cups in their hand, waiting for the bus to arrive.

As it did, Sam admired it with her mouth agape while Ronnie helped the driver with the luggage.

She was greeted by all the band members. She felt glad how they had accepted her the first time she met them. And Willow was without a doubt in the center of the attention. She had had doubts about her being on the bus but Ronnie had reassured her that since Willow is the best behaving kid who has been used to sleep with the noises around her, there would be no trouble.

"Come." he smiled to her and walked her through the bus "Let me show you around." They left the livingroom/kitchen area, him showing "Toilet" on the right and pointed his hand on the left "Little shower corner." and added "Don't worry, we will stay at the hotel some nights."

"Okay." Sam said and let him drag her along.

"Bunks." he said nodding both sides "There's six of them." an pulled her futher "But wait." he opened the door to a tiny private bedroom with a wider bed.

"Wow." Sam could only say.

"This is ours." he said pleased and added "I'm sure the doors keep most of the noise away."

"I hope so." Sam though about when Willow should have a grumpy mood. He could see her in thoughts "The guys will be tired as fuck to even be up to hear her cry if things come to that."

"Lets hope she'll be fine." Sam said looking at Willow on her hip. Ronnie looked at her too and cooed "You'll be perfect, I'm sure of that." He left them to go and fetch their neccessary bags for the day and shouted out "Lets fucking roll!"