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She had kept the news about making up with her dad a secret until Ronnie was back. She knew already that these kind of things were difficult to handle via Facetime and she didn't want anything to disturb him on tour.

They had called often and Facetimed. She was glad to see that he had been often distancing himself from the parties, spending more and more alone time on their tour bus, often consuming smaller amounts of alcohol if any "I should not drink at all." he confessed "It would be easier." and when the others were sitting around the bus hungover, he laughed "Shouldn't have gulped that shit down in the first place!" But she could also see him being restless and anxious, chewing gum in a restless way, still struggling.

The night he got back, he let himself dropped off straight to her place. Willow was already sleeping and she had fallen asleep on the sofa. He used his key to let himself in and placed all the bags on the floor. He got rid of his leather jacket and boots and crawled next to her, humming against her breast "Home finally." She shifted a bit, humming something in her sleep. He gazed over her, seeing her in a white tank top and black panties "Holy fuck.." he whispered, making her shift more and mumble something. Hearing her voice made him want to kiss her and see if she would wake up. He pecked a gentle kiss on her lips, then another one and another one until he wasn't able to stop. He snaked his arms around her, grabbing her butt. She let out a moan, making him pull away from the kiss and look at her, his mouth agape. Seeing her like that was turning him on. He kissed her again but this time she woke up and tried to pull away, mumbling something in his mouth until she recognized the reality and enjoyed the kiss to the fullest.

"Hi." he said as he pulled away to get more oxygen.

"Hi." she said sweet and pecked another kiss on his lips "Welcome home." He buried his face between her breasts and mumbled "It's so good to be back." almost falling asleep. She took a hold of his mug and whined "No, don't fall asleep, Ronnie!"

"I'm not" he mumbled half asleep.

She flipped him over and straddled him, demanding "Then kiss me!" pecking kisses on his face, making him grin out of joy, his eyes still closed. He let her unzip his pants while she was leaving a trail of kisses on his chest and abdomen, looking helplessly at her attacking his skin, reacting to her kisses by jolting every time she kissed or bit gently. There was nothing left from that sleepy guy who had crawled in there, he was on fire but she didn't let him push her off. She sat on his shaft, giving him a hot welcome home greeting.

Morning. She woke up by the sound of Willow knocking her feet against the crib. She opened her eyes, seeing Ronnie sleeping next to her, his hair messy. So beautiful she would have wanted to kiss him. She sat up, noticing she was completely naked and started to look for her bits of clothing she remembered she had on.

Clearly she though smirking, remembering that Ronnie liked when she slept naked. She searched her clothes all over the bed but when she didn't find them she gave up. She kneeled next to the crib and took Willow out "Hi sweetheart." she cooed to her and started to breastfeed her "Thank you for letting me sleep through the whole night." She enjoyed the silence around two of her favourite sounds- Willow's munching and Ronnie's calm breathing. She sat next to Ronnie, Willows feet kicking him until he was awake.

"Morning." he said grinning. She could see he was still tired, but not sleepy any more.

"Morning daddy." she said sweet. He looked at her naked body, admiring it and then let out a chuckle "What happened here?"

"You happened." she bit her lower lip.

"Oh yeah." he remembered and dug his hand under his pillow.

"You hid them?" she asked chuckling, making him grin "You know me."

She lifted Willow on her shoulder for a moment and then let her on the bed. She crawled to daddy, on him, like she was on a mission, testing out her new set of teeth on his shoulder.

"Ouch!" Ronnie said and grabbed her in his arms "You little bandit! Show me your weapons!" running his finger on her front teeth "Holy shit! There they are!"

"Yeah, came quite easy, no fever or anything." Sam said putting on her tank top.

"Doesn't she bite you when breastfeeding?" he asked worried.

"Yeah, sometimes." she said and added "I've though about finishing with breastfeeding."

"You sure?" he asked curious.

"Yeah. I've noticed few last weeks that I don't produce much, despite the supplements and I think she's playing around most of the time anyways." she explained.

"Well, it's your body." he said brushing his hand over her shoulder "I appreciate the time you fed her." He sincerely did. Sam was an amazing mother in his eyes, gentle and loving, giving her everything to Willow. He had often admired her, the way she breastfed her, never getting over the though that a human body, was feeding another human, tiny creature, depending on her parents love and care. Of course he didn't always told the things he thought. She would have thought he was creepy. Or not.

He let Willow crawl over him and back again, leaving drool all over his chest. She was laying on her belly, his arm under her, tracing the drool on his skin with her tiny finger, making all kind of sounds. Sam had gone to the kitchen to brew coffee after giving him a kiss. Ronnie's eyes were following Sam's every move, thinking how lucky he was. She made him feel like home in that shitty apartment. He looked around the room, acknowliging that he had things to do.