Save me from myself

Dejapoo

As soon as he left, she felt emptiness inside, like she always felt when he was gone. Even if it was just for a moment. She kept herself busy, so she wouldn't think about that aching pain in her heart and the time would go faster. The only thing that kept her on surface were the facetime calls and messages. He had kept his promise to keep in touch.

He was wild as usual. The sweet Ronnie had left the building. He was still amazing on stage, but he acted up, cursing and trashing on stages, wild parties, a lot of people on their tour bus, making her wonder if he should take down a notch with everything. With the craziness, the alcohol, all the crowd surrounding them. Looking through these videos and talking to him via facetime she wished that he'd take it easy and take himself a little alone time. But instead he was a messy mixture of every emotion one could have, sleepless nights, alcohol, nicotine and shitty food they had only adding it up.

I guess it's his performer image, she brushed it off, thinking he would rest when he's back home.

Until one day she saw pictures in the media of him throwing a microphone stand in the crowd. She grabbed her phone and read through their text messages before texting him.

*Halfway there. Miss you already.

You're still up?

*Yeah. Can't sleep.

Well, I'm exhausted, I have an early start tomorrow.

*Sleep well.*kissing emoji*

    *kissing emoji*

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Morning *picture with Willow*

(hours later)

*Morning, babes.

Lunch already here.

*Yeah, it's a slow morning.

Slept good?

*It was alright.

Have an awesome day, ok.

*Yeah. You too. kiss Willow for me.

Will do.

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Morning. Great show yesterday *clapping emoji*

(hours later)

*Thanks. It was amazing feeling!

I'm glad.

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*clapping emoji*

*You're watching the shows?

And Interviews. Everything! I am your biggest fan Ronnie Radke. *blushing emoji*

*That I believe.*heart emoji*

*Sorry bout the noise earlier. Ppl don't know how to shut the fuck up!

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24 h later

*Busy day behind us.

Morning. Yeah I figured.

*sorry.

Don't be.

*Facetime?

I can't right now. Later.

Okay.

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(24 h later)

Morning. Or good day?

few hour later

*Morning.

Busy day?

*Nah, just woke up.