Save me from myself

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Ronnie.." she said in shock, seeing Ronnie frozen in place, their newborn daughter in his arms. Every emotion was on surface at that moment. Their night together, the way she felt about him. Also the wrongs he had done. She looked at his arms, realizing he had gotten more tattoos. Something in him had changed. Everything had changed.

"Surprise." he said serious and slow, his dirty stare on her then he hit his stare on the guy still standing behind her "Who the fuck is he?" making the guy rise his brows "Who am I?" and looked Sam, his mouth open, about to add something.

"Robert's a friend." she said quickly, mesmerized about the sight she'd dreamt for a long time.

But he was boiling, jealous "Friend, huh?" trying to handle his emotions.

"Let me take Willow." Sandra said "You two have a lot to talk about." Ronnie turned to look at his daughter, his angry expression vanishing constantly, he kissed his daughters forehead not giving a damn about them waiting. After a moment he reluctantly gave Willow to Sandra.

Sam turned to Robert "You should go." She was nervous as they walked outside, Ronnie behind them.

"Are you sure?" he purred to her, putting his arm around Sam's waist. "Yeah, thank you for your help." she said feeling awkward because how close Robert was. Ronnie scoffed "Are you fucking kidding me right now?" He pushed Robert out of the front door "Get your fucking hands off of her!"

"Ronnie!" she said out loud, trying to stop him from going after Robert, she held her arms on his chest, looking at him "You don't need to do this!"

"Oh, don't I?" he asked looking at her, his brows raised.

"No. You don't." she said sad "He's just a friend."

"I don't know what you saw in that murderer anyway!" Robert spat, annoyed seeing that his work hasn't paid off, she was still under Ronnies spell. Ronnie was ready to attack him again. She turned to face Robert, her back against Ronnie, her hands holding his wrists and asked with despise "Why would you say that?"

"It's the truth.." Robert said.

"Shut the fuck up!" Ronnie shouted with rage. Sam turned to face him again, cupping his face "Ronnie,.. Ronnie! Look at me!" He ripped his stare off from Robert and looked at Sam.

"Don't listen to him!" she begged. He just clenched his teeth.

"Great! Just kiss and make up, weirdoes!" Robert shouted annoyed, making Ronnie shout out "Maybe I will!" his hands around Sam's waist. He looked at her, wanting to really do that. After all that time in prison, she was the only one who had stayed, morally, mentally by his side.

"Just go already.." Sam said looking at Robert over her shoulder. Ronnie was looking at her, tuned out, seeing only her. He had envisioned seeing her again when he was locked in his cell. He knew he had been an asshole. He had treated her the same way he had treated all the bitches that crossed his path. Of all the females she was different, but he hadn't appreciated it. He had wanted her just for the score, tho she had something more to give. Something that had him focused on conquering her even when she was playing hard-to-get. Now he saw it clear. He saw the worth in her. And he was determined to have her back.

When Robert left, she pulled away, breathing loud "Jesus!", pulling him out of the moment.

"What an ass!" Ronnie said.

"I'm so sorry you had to hear this." she said sad when he pulled her back in her arms and kissed her. In another situation she would have let him. She would have enjoyed it the fullest, giving him everything. But not now. She pushed him away "What the fuck, Ronnie!?"

"What?!" he asked confused, licking his lower lip.

"You can't just come and continue where we left off." she said irritated.

"Is it because of him?!" Ronnie asked pissed.

"No Ronnie!" she said desperate "It's because of you.. you hurt me! You just can't..." and broke down.

"I fucking break everything!" he shouted out and punched the door with his fist, making her flinch. He was pissed, fuming, disappointed and angry at himself. He knew he had to get away before he'd fuck up even more by saying or doing something stupid and irrevocable. He walked away pissed. She looked him drive away angry and went inside, tears flowing and broke down, her mother consoling her. She took Willow in her embrace, crying "I'm so sorry, baby."

After that she didn't hear from him in weeks. Only what the media gossiped. She was afraid that he was back on the old tracks, doing drugs and drinking till dropping, imagining girls rubbing themselves against him. Her dad was pissed that she was emotionally back where she started- sad, heartbroken, alone.

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Phew! Not as dreamy beginning everybody was looking for? I'm sorry. There's nothing more I would love to just write them a happily ever after but I think it's gonna take some time.

Thanks for the love.