Save me from myself

Chill

Music added.

So... things are getting friendliersweetersuperadoreable between them. Buckle your seatbelts, ladies and gentlemen.

I try to post chapters more frequently and also try to work on music and omg pictures :D

And thank you for reading :)

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He pulled over in front of her house and helped her carry the bags inside. As he was done, he stood at the door, waiting, his one hand in his pocket, the other one leaned at the doorway, playing with the car key between his fingers. She went to him, saying sweet "Thanks."

"Yeah, no problem." he said, not sure what do to "I should.." he pointed his thumb over his shoulder.

"Yeah.. umm." she hesitated "..unless." He stood in place, waiting her to say more.

"Unless, you wanna hang with us." she said blushing, seeing his surprised face and added quickly "I mean.. If you don't have plans." He grinned wide and said "Yeah."

"Yeah?" she was surprised and added "Okay, then. Come in." She stepped aside, letting him in and closed the door. He took his jacket off and sat on the sofa, dragging Willow with her safety seat closer to him. He took her out of the seat "Guess what, babygirl, daddy's gonna hang with you for a while."

Sam looked at them, feeling warmth in her heart. She unpacked the bags, glancing at them. Ronnie turned on the tv and searched a music channel. He sat on the sofa, holding Willow up, singing some lyrics to her.

Sam finished unpacking and asked "Want something to eat?"

"If I could have a sandwich and a bottle of water pleaseeeee." he sang along to the melody coming from the tv, making Sam laugh. He lifted Willow higher and looked her adorably "Hi, baby." Willow was fussy and grumpy. Ronnie looked at her, making faces "Who's grumpy?" He then looked at Sam, questioning.

"She might need a nappy change." Sam helped him out.

"Oh." he said and looked what Sam was doing "Okay." He stood up, placing Willow in his arms "On it." and walked to the bathroom, talking to Willow "Lets get you cleaned up."
Sam glanced at them, feeling her heart about to explode. Willow has never looked as good on someone as she was looking in her daddy's arms. She could hear him talking with his daughter "Daddy's gonna take care of the nappy situation."; "Only the best for my princess.", "You like a fishy or a kitty?", "Good choice."

He walked back to the livingroom, seemingly pleased how he handled this. He walked around with her, humming something, looking around the apartment.

"I really like what you've done with the place." he said to Sam.

"You remember?" she was surprised. Ronnie glanced her over his free shoulder and smirked "Yeah, some things." Sam smirked and rolled her eyes.

"What?" he chuckled, seeing her do that.

"Nothing, it's just...you were so drunk and..high." she said remembering the nights he was there.

Ronnie put Willow to the babybouncer "Here you go." and offered her pacifier. She took it and was chilling on her own. He sat on the sofa near her and eyed Sam "Yeaah, somehow I ended up here."

"Why did you?" Sam went to sit down too, placing a plate with the sandwiches and water on the table "Here you go."

"Thanks." he said smiling and opened the water bottle, thinking while he drank some water. Sam eyed her, waiting for him to answer. He gulped down the last of the water and sighed.

"I don't know" he said thoughtful and added "I felt like, I don't know.."

"That you wanted to come here?" she assumed.

"Yeah, like.. there was nowhere I would want be.." he said, playing with a random thread on the sofa and sighed "I was so fucked up I didn't know where I was and with who, everything only made me madder. Until I came here.."

"I'm glad you came to me." she said and added "Although you startled me then."

"I'm sorry." he said. She smiled slightly and sighed. He glanced at her "Hey, you have some mayonaise on your face."

"Oh shit." she chuckled and stood up, trying to wipe it away with her hand and walked to the kitchen to get some napkins.

"Here." she said handing him one.

"Thanks." he said and gave Willow back her pacifier "You can't keep spiting it out, little one."

"You know, you're very good with her." Sam said admiring them. Ronnie looked at Sam, giving her his widest grin "Thanks. I get more and more attached to her every time."

"I love it." she said thankful, blushing. The thought of her loving it more than she should be, made her blush.

"What?" Ronnie asked grinning.

"Nothing, um.. yeah, nothing." she said blushing more.

"C'mon, what is it?" he asked curious, still grinning. She stood up and took their plates and walked to the kitchen, hoping he'll let it go. He took the napkins and his empty water bottle and followed her. She stood in front of the sink, him on the other side of the kitchen island, placing the things on the counter.

"Really? You're not gonna tell me what made you blush?" he asked, his brows quirked.

"Never." she smirked.

"Okay." he said and pretended to walk away when he quickly took few steps to the other side "I guess I have to torture it out of you!" and started to tickle her, making her shriek.

"No! Ronnie! STOOOOOP!" she begged through laugh but he wouldn't stop. He crouched lower and grabbed her on his shoulder, walking them to the sofa. He threw her on it, asking "Are you gonna tell me?"

"No.." she giggled, teasing him.

"Okay.." he said and continued to tickle her, sinking closer to her.

"Pleasee, I can't" she said laughing and he stopped to catch a breath. He looked at her, panting, laying on her, his hands around her. Suddenly he leaned closer, his breathing shivering and kissed her.

The kiss was brief, both of them pulling away, she rose on her elbows, feeling confused. For a moment they looked at each other, breathings shivering.
"Shit, um.." Ronnie sat up, confused about her reaction, damning himself for giving in.

Before she could say anything he said "I should probably go." He stood up and went to kiss Willow on her forehead "Bye baby." He gave her one final look before leaving. She sat up, still looking at the door, not able to believe they actually kissed. She covered her mouth with her palms, trying to capture all the feelings she felt that moment. Confused, surprised and extremely excited. She covered her face with her palms and fell back on the sofa, mumbling in her palms "Holy shit"