Save me from myself

1+1=3

After her mother went home, she took a shower, still feeling so flushed about everything. That man who had caused so much pain, had cured her heart, had loved her. Thinking about their night at his place made her burn up again. It was like she never knew any man before, Everything pre-Ronnie was gone, wiped. This is the effect he had on her. All-consuming, powerful, passionate, hot, hot crush that had grown into love.

She laid in her bed, thinking about him until she fell asleep. And early in the morning when she breastfed Willow, she could only admire her, how she had her fathers eyes and how she'd be growing up not only knowing him but also they'd be together. After feeding and burping her she didn't get any sleep, so she got up, eager to start with the day so she could call him, meet him.

Next weeks they spend together as much time as possible between the band practice and other things he had to do. They went to the beach, had Willows next monthly doctors appointment, he introduced her to the band members. They went to therapy together, him appreciating her being there. He knew he was messed up and had to deal with things.

They also saw some pictures of them in the media, making Sam blush. They spent some nights together, him arriving behind her door unannounced.

She had some friends over, Willow was at her mothers. The music was playing and they had fun drinking cocktails. Suddenly there was a door bell.

"Did you invited someone else?" her friend asked.

"No." she said confused, looking at the watch "I know it's late but I don't think the neighbours mind." she said looking through the door eye, seeing Ronnie standing there. She was surprised, already blushing when she opened the door "Ronnie!"

"Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!" he sang, grinning.

"What are you doing here?" she was surprised, glancing at her friends who were as surprised as she, but also excited. She had told that she and her baby daddy are trying to get along but nothing much.

"I thought I'd stop by." he said walking in "My phone is dead. Oh you have quests."
"Yes, I told you that I left Willow with mom.." she explained.

"Yeah, yeah." he said and looked at her friends "Hey. Sorry to barge in like that." They had watched them talking and started to talk all together now "It's okay; It's totally fine; Glad to finally meet the guy;"

"We were leaving anyway." one said.

"We were?" the other asked.

"Yes, we were." the first one made eyes to her.

"No, no, you don't have to leave." Sam said and pointed at Ronnie "Ronnie's just..."

"Yeah, I'm just gonna..." he said crawling on the sofa and taking the remote control "Watch some tv."

"No, really, I have work tomorrow anyways." the third friend said. They took their stuff and walked towards the door, one of them saying to Sam, smirking "Liar." and glanced at Ronnie "It was nice to meet you Ronnie."

"Yeah, you too, um.." he said.

"Sarah." one said and pointed to others "Michelle and Tasha." He sat up and said "Nice to meet you, ladies."

"Seriously, please stay." Sam said, embarrassed about all of it.

"Are you kidding!?" Sarah said and glanced over Sam's shoulder and then gave her a reassuring smile.

"See you, sweetie." Michelle said hugging her and Tasha was next. They stumbled out of the door, Sam saying to them "Get home safe."

As soon as she closed the door, she felt hands around her waist "Finally, alone." She turned around and he kissed her. She could taste alcohol in his breath.

"What did you lied?" he was curious. Sam blushed.

"Tell me." he demanded pulling her against his groin, making her breathe out loud.

"I told them that you and I are trying to get along." she rolled her eyes, smirking "Obviously they could see there's more than that."
"Yeah." he said and pecked another kiss on her lips. Then her phone beeped. She ignored it at the beginning but when it started beeping obsessively, she took it out of her back, unlocking it.

Her friends had been sending messages to their group "Holy shit he's handsome! I know him! You filthy liar! He's all over you! You need to tell us about EVERYTHING! Is it serious!?"

He had been kissing her neck but now he was curious what was keeping her from enjoying herself "What is it?"

"Nothing." she said locking her phone and put it back into her back pocked "Girls just bombing me about everything."

"You wanna fill them in?" he asked amused, still holding her tight against him.

"Um no!" she said determined "This can wait. I have better things to do." she said and kissed him. He felt glad, backing them to the sofa and pushed her on it. Something in her made him go crazy. He ripped his t-shirt over his head, flying it somewhere, the sight of his flat abdomen making her gasp. She grabbed him by the belt and pulled him closer, running her other hand over the thin line of his abdominal hair. He jolted grinning, looking at her. He took a hold of her chin, brushing his thumb over her lucious lips, looking into her eyes. She looked like she was drunk, or high, although she had barely drank anything that night. Knowing that, he felt the same- high from love. His new fix-Everything his body and mind needed to operate. With that need he consumed her, until their bodies fell on the sofa, completely spent.

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Another chapter! Things are getting cosy and they are finally letting the world know that Sannie is a thing? Sannie? Ronantha? These came out of nowhere :D If you have a better ship name, let me know.

Thanks for the love.