Save me from myself

Fun

Being on tour was fun, even though she had her doubts at the beginning. Willow was being an absolute angel and everybody were fine about them being there. Willow slept good at nights and at days, Sam had googled places to go on the time Ronnie was busy. She also contacted some friends and got together.

Sometimes when she was gone longer, he would message her things like "I'm back. where you at?"

"Miss ya already.", "I'm free, lets go eat."

They also spent their few hours of free time going on places and shopping for supplies on the road. She would google some restaurants and places on the road to save time.

Ronnie often took naps with Willow, giving Sam some free time. She usually chilled on the bus with the guys, playing cards, chess, listening to music or keeping eye on the renovations.

He also took Willow to the signing like he said they would do. Everywhere he went with her, he said to people "That's my daughter.", "Meet Willow.", "Hey, meet the youngest member of Falling In Reverse.",

"Shut up! She plays guitar better than you!", "Look at her!"

He had many interviews, mostly about the band, but also personal questions that got him smirk and grin wide.

When they stayed at the hotels, Sam and Ronnie made up the private time they didn't have on the bus.

They had been on the tour a week and a half when Ronnie came on the bus and found Sam online.

"Hey." he said and sat next to her, pecking a kiss on her cheek "Whacha doin?"

"Hey." she smiled to him and before she could answer, he already saw "You're buying tickets?"

"Yeah." she said "I think it's time to go home."

"You think or you want to?" he asked.

"I need to." she said and added quickly "Look, it has been over the top but.."

"But what?" he asked restless.

"I wanna go home, take care of some things I left unfinished. And Willow" she said and tapped something on the computer and turned the screen towards him "Look. The renovations are almost done!" Ronnie looked at the screen, going through pictures, nodding.

"If you say so." he said serious and sighed "When you wanna go?" She looked at him for a moment as if making sure he was okay with it and then turned the laptop towards her, scrolling some page "I was thinking a day after tomorrow."

"That soon, huh?" he asked sad.

"Hey" she turned to face him, looking him sad "We have tomorrow." He scoffed and gave her a kiss

"It's not enough! No time with you is enough!" breathing out.

"I know." she said sad "But you need to focus on the tour and I need to get things done at home."

He thought a moment "Hmm. Home." looking her features "I like the sound of that."

"Me too." she said more excited "By the time you get home.. Things are settled. Everything is on it's place." She planned to unpack and decorate their home as much as possible.

"Okay" he finally agreed and purred close to her face "Lets make tomorrow special then."

"What you have in mind?" she asked grinning.

"A family dinner with everybody." he said brushing her hair on the side of her face and pecked a kiss on her lips "A good sleep in a hotel."

"Sleep?" she asked chuckling.

"Yeah. Sleep." he said smirking and wide grin appeared over his face, showing his perfect teeth. She looked into his brown eyes looking at her, hearing him breathe the way he did, she knew there's not gonna be much sleeping. She bit her lip thinking about their last night together, her finger running over his lips. As an answer, he grabbed her in his embrace and kissed her, thirsty, greedy and would have wanted to kiss her more if it weren't the guys coming to the bus. He pulled away from the kiss but stayed close to her, his one hand around her shoulders as he sat straight.

"Hey!" they cheered making Sam and Ronnie chuckle.

"Did we disturbed something?" Anthony asked teasing.

"Yeah!" Ronnie said cocky "We were about to knit scarves here." making them all burst to laugh. Sam shook her head, blushing.

"Actually, we were talking about next weeks." Ronnie said "Sam needs to go home and deal with some stuff." Guys reacted differently, some said sad 'NO' some asked 'Why."

"The renovations are almost done. And I think me and Willow have had enough fun." Sam said sad "It's time to go back home." she looked at the pouting and serious faces and added more cheerful

"But we've had so much fun. And, you guys, thank you for putting up with us and making me and Willow feel like a part of this family."

"Nonsense.", "Shut up, it's nothing!", "We love you here." were heard amongst the guys, making Ronnie feel even sadder "Are you sure?"

"YES!" she said with new energy "You guys need to focus on the tour and make the best of it!"

"Yeahhhhh!" they cheered and clapped their hands.

"When are you leaving?" Anthony asked serious.

"Day after tomorrow." she said and looked at the tour dates.

"So soon." someone said.

"Yeah, if there's no delay, I should make it." Sam said and looked at the guys.

"We should make the best of it then!" Nick said excited.

"Fuck yes!" Ronnie said "Lets brainstorm it!"