A New Beginning

Again?

We were on the plane the next morning leaving to go home. I wanted to go home and see everyone, especially the twins, but I just didn’t want to leave that place. When the plane had landed and we walked out of the gate, Iris was waiting for us with Niall and the twins. My face instantly broke into a huge smile. I ran over and hugged them both, dropping my bag and taking one of the boys from Niall.

“You are getting so big,” I told the baby, and they were. It felt like just yesterday that they had arrived. Niall grabbed my bag and I thanked him as we walked to get our other bags. We walked in the house and I sat in the living room with Greyson. It was getting a little easier to tell them apart. It was getting late, so Iris and Niall took the boys upstairs to get them to sleep. Zayn and I walked upstairs and got ready to go to sleep. We lay in bed talking for a while.

“So, when are we having one?” he said poking me in the stomach. My eyes grew wide and I looked at him.

“Seriously?”

“Well, you seem so great with the twins, I figured you wanted one,” he smiled. “We should talk about it at least, since we are married now,” he laughed a bit.

“Well, not right away, I don’t think. What do you think?” I asked looking at him.

“I definitely want at least one,” he smiled at me. “But, I will leave it up to you to decide when, if we have one,” he said kissing my forehead. I just looked at him, blinking. I poked him a few times in different places causing him to laugh. “What are you doing?”

“Checking to see if you are real,” I told him making him laugh even more.

“I don’t care when we have one, as long as I am with you,” he smiled. “I love you and right now, you are all I care about,” he said placing a soft kiss on my lips. If it didn’t feel like a dream before, it definitely did now.

“I love you,” I said, smiling with a tear in my eye. He quickly wiped it away and kissed my lips.

“I love you more,” he said. We fell asleep holding on to each other like we did every other night. About a week went by before we had anything serious happen to any of us. Zayn and Niall had gone to the studio with the guys for the day. Tyler, Iris and I were at the house with the twins. I was watching the twins while Iris was doing something upstairs. Out of nowhere she screams. I jumped up and then realizing I couldn’t leave the boys there I stayed in my spot. Tyler ran out of his room.

“What’s going on?”

“I don’t know. Go check on her, I’ll stay with the boys,” I told him. He ran upstairs to see if she was alright. I sat back down and played with the boys, trying to keep them happy until I found something out. A while later, they came walking downstairs. Tyler was smiling, so I knew nothing seriously bad had happened. I watched them until they sat on the couch. “Well?”

“Well, what?” she asked.

“Are you gonna tell me what the screaming was about?”

“You know how I’ve been throwing up a lot this week?” she asked. I nodded yes and she just looked at me, waiting for it to click in my brain. Finally, it did.

“Wait, no. You’re not…” I said. She smiled and shook her head yes.

“I’m pregnant again.”

“That is so great! Were you expecting it or not?” I asked.

“No, not at all. I just hope he’s as happy as I am.”

“He will be,” Tyler said smiling. “He loves you and he wants a family with you. Of course he’ll be happy.”

“Who will be happy about what?” Zayn asked as he and Niall walked through the door. He walked over and sat beside me. Iris walked over to Niall and took his hands, looking him in the eyes.