A New Beginning

Heartbroken

[Please don't hate me after this chapter (: ]

The next few weeks that went by were amazing. Everyone was happy and having fun. Brea and Jay came back from their honeymoon. Jay got a little sunburnt. Brea said he fell asleep outside and she didn’t realize. Jay says she did let him sleep out there on purpose. They are such a cute couple. I’m glad I met her at that concert and could introduce her to Jay. Brea was over one day when Jay had to go to the studio and we girls and Tyler were outside at the table by the pool. We were lying around laughing and talking. I felt something in my stomach and figured it was just the baby moving. I didn’t say anything because I thought it was too early for that and didn’t want to scare anyone. I was maybe three months along now. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water, taking a drink. I turned around and saw Tyler behind me.

“You okay?” he asked.

“I don’t know,” I said looking down.

“What’s wrong?”

“I thought I felt something but I didn’t think I was far enough along for it to be moving and I feel it,” I explained. He thought about it and looked at me.

“I don’t think you are far enough along,” he said as he walked over and hugged me. “Maybe you should go back to the doctor,” he suggested. I nodded.

“Should I tell him and have him go with me or just go and tell him what happens?” I asked looking up at Tyler.

“That one is all up to you my dear,” he smiled at me. “If you want him there for support, then tell him. If you don’t want to tell him until you know what is going on, I can go with you and we can tell him we are going somewhere else,” he suggested. I thought about it and I really didn’t want to scare Zayn with the possibility that something might be wrong.

“I don’t want to scare him, so will you go with me and I can just explain everything to him?” Tyler shook his head yes.

“Of course I will sis.” I called the doctor and made an appointment for that afternoon. I wasn’t sure what time Zayn would be home, so I waited until he texted me to tell him that Tyler and I were going somewhere.

To Jess: We are leaving as soon as we sign these CD’s

To Zayn: Okay, be careful! Ty asked me to go into town with him for a bit. I may not be here when you get home, but we’ll be back soon. We are leaving in ten minutes. <3

To Jess: Okay, babe. Have fun. I love you :)

To Zayn: I love you too, babe

I hated lying to him. In reality, I really wasn’t lying; I just wasn’t telling him the whole truth. Anyway, Tyler and I left before he got home. We pulled into the parking lot and I took a deep breath and got out of the car.

“It’s okay, Jess. I’m here with you. You’ll be okay,” he said trying to reassure me. We entered the doctor’s office and I signed in before sitting beside Tyler. I was getting more and more nervous. They called me back ten minutes later and I pulled Tyler along with me. I lay on the table and pulled my shirt up to expose my stomach. The nurse covered my belly in blue goo again and searched for the heartbeat. She kept searching and I got more nervous.

“Is something wrong?” I asked.

“No, sometimes it takes a while to find it. Tell me why you made this appointment again, Mrs. Malik. You weren’t due to come in for another month,” she said glancing at me with a smile. I took a breath and looked at Tyler. He squeezed my hand trying to give me courage.

“I felt something in my stomach and I thought it was too early to feel anything so I wanted to see if something was wrong or if something was happening,” I explained. She nodded and kept her gaze on the monitor. She put down the wand and looked at me.