A New Beginning

A Secret

“Maybe we should go to sleep. I don’t want to fall asleep in a weird position and wake up with a sore neck or something.” I said sleepily. He nodded and stood up to go to his room. “Wait,” I said and he turned around. “Will you stay with me? That other movie really kinda got to me.” I asked.

“Yea, you sure you’re okay?”

“Yea, I just haven’t watched scary movies in a long time and that one kinda reminded me of some things that happened to me.” I cringed as the memory crept back into my head. He climbed back in the bed and I scooted as close as I could to him.

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I fell asleep almost instantly. I used to sleep through the night, but that was before Ryan. Shortly after we started seeing each other, I started waking up more and more. Looking back on it now, I guess my mind was trying to tell me something. I just never saw it. I guess that’s usually how it goes. The next morning, I wake up to Iris and Niall in my doorway giggling. I peeked through my eyes ate them.

“What are you laughing at?” I lifted my head and questioned them. They looked at each other giggling again and then back to me.

“You two.” Niall responded first.

“What about us?” Zayn asked. I hadn’t realized he was awake.

“We just thought it might take a little more time before you guys started being all cute and stuff” Iris said. I rolled my eyes and buried my head back into his chest.

“Okay, can you leave so we can go back to sleep?” I asked. They nodded and left. I heard them giggling all the way down the stairs before it finally faded. “Sorry” I said.

“What do you have to be sorry for?” he asked.

“I don’t know, she’s my friend,” I said, laughing. We lay there for a while talking and cuddling.

“I don’t think I’m going back to sleep, though” I said. He nodded in agreement.

“I don’t think I am either.” I glanced at the clock. 10AM.

“Well, I guess it’s time to get up then.” I rolled over and stood up, sliding my slippers on and walking to my closet to get an outfit for the day. I heard a knock on the door and turned to see Niall. “What’s up?”

“You have plans today?” Niall asked.

“Not that I am aware of, no.” I said quickly.

“Good, can you help me with something? I had to wait until Iris was gone to ask you cause it has to do with her, but you can’t say anything to her, alright?”

“Sure. I can do that. What are we doing?” I asked curiously. He took a deep breath.

“Well, I want to propose tomorrow. It’s our two year and I thought it would be a good night to do it.” He smiled as big as I have ever seen him smile. I felt a big smile come across my face as my eyes teared up and I ran to hug him as the tears fell.

“Ohmygod! Of course I will help. After everything you guys have ever done for me, I couldn’t say no!”

“Great! Well, prepare for some shopping today! Ring, decorations, etc.” He laughed as he turned and walked back down stairs. I turned back to my closet and decided on an outfit for the day. I chose my oversized Nirvana shirt, ripped jeans, black Toms, and a knit beanie because I didn’t feel like fixing my hair.

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By the time I had picked out my outfit, Zayn still hadn’t gotten out of bed.