Your Kiss (COMPLETED)

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When your mad, stay calm and open your ears. It’s a chance to forgive what’s unforgivable.

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BARBIE’s POV

                “Ah!!! I will die! I will die! No! Not that!----------Errrrr! F*ck shit lang!”

                I threw my Ipad at the floor. I heard the cracking sound but I laid no attention in it. Kakainis lang matalo sa plants vs zombies. I hate it! I hate to lose. I hate the zombies! They’re just like all my problems eating my beautiful brain. It was really annoying. I’ve been a fighter eversince I was a kid. Yeah, bata pa ako and I’ve been into battles not anyone would ever dreamed of. Tae lang. I’m not san goku’s grand daughter okay? Don’t think of that stuff. What I mean is my emotional battle. Argh. That gave me sadness. Mahirap maging isang anak ng business holders. You have to grow up in your own strength. Patibayan lang. You have to celebrate every special occasions alone or if not alone, you wouldn’t get all the time and attentions you are seeking with. I hate it much. And I hate that----

Cries--------that stupid Drakula! Argh!

                I buried my face in my pillow. F*ck naman. Kawawa naman ang maganda kong mukha. I have no eyes anymore! It’s like the lids just stick together in tiredness. And if it wasn’t the red tinge around, I think I’ll be marked as the “beautiful eyesless”.

                TOK!TOK!TOK!

                I heard the door’s screeched.

                “Barbie. May bisita ka.”

                It was my Yaya Bell. I didn’t move nor speak. By the way, Yaya Bell is five years older than me. She’s pretty much to be a Yaya. Okay, maka-segway lang.

                “Barbie?” Hinawakan niya ako sa balikat.

                “Yaya Bell. Gusto ko na pong matulog.”

                “Drake is outside.”

                Napa-upo ako. I looked at the wall clock. It’s 10:15 pm. He bothered to visit me?

                “Okay, bababa na ako. I’ll tell him na tulog ka na.” Tumayo siya. She was about to reach out the doorknob when I stopped her.

                “Bababa na po ako Yaya. Thanks.” Tumayo na rin ako. Hindi na ako nagpalit ng damit. Naka-damit pangtulog na kasi ako. I just put my hairband on. I’m just so beautiful.

                I started walking outside my room. I took a long deep breath. Kailangan ko ng lakas. I was about to step on the stair.

                “Teka!” I paused. Didn’t I just told him that we’re done and I don’t want to see his face ever?!

                “Hmp! Bahala siya!” I got my cellphone in my pajama’s pocket. I have to call Yaya Bell to let that drakula out of my house!

                But… why is he here? To ask for my forgiveness? To explain everything?

                “Ye-------.” I ended the call. I have decided. If I’ll be like this, this will not be settled. Atleast we’ll be parted ways with no hatred feelings. Kahit masakit. Kahit mahirap. But I have to do it. It’s Drake great loss though partly, it’s mine too.

                I don’t want to burden this issue for a long time. Masama sa kalusugan ‘yon. It will just take my positive aura away and soon I’ll be lost. Yeah, tinanggap ko na. Kailan pa?