𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝗼𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐢𝗺𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

ghostin - daniel seavey

☁️ghostin - ariana grande☁️

i kept facing away from daniel in bed, trying my hardest to stay quiet while i cried. i was trying to hold it in, knowing that he was sleeping. i didn't want to wake him, he really needed to rest.
"don't cry, baby," he whispered, pulling me closer to his chest.
i rolled over and let out a tearful sob into his chest.
i was heartbroken over my ex, but having daniel there made it a little bit better.
"i'm sorry," i cried, only to be shushed by daniel.
"don't apologize. i got you," he said quietly, kissing my forehead.
i said a silent thank you to the universe for blessing me with daniel. if he was anybody else, he probably wouldn't last a day. anybody else would leave me here to cry alone, but not daniel.
he cares way too much.
"daniel...i..i love you. you've been so understanding, even though i'm putting you through way more than you should ever have to deal with," i said tearfully, holding onto daniel tightly.
"no, no you're not. i'm here to help you, it's okay," he replied.
"it's just...i don't know, i just hate myself because i know that you're holding back from admitting that this hurts you. i know hearing me cry every night breaks your heart," i said.
"well, honey, the last thing i want is for you to hate yourself. of course it breaks my heart, but i wanna be here for you," he said.
i cuddled back into his chest and drifted off to sleep, feeling a little better with his arms around me.

☁️

i shot up in bed, the tears instantly pouring down my face. he visited me in my dreams again, causing it to become a nightmare.
"daniel....daniel," i cried, shaking his arm to wake him.
his eyes slowly cracked open and he was quick to sit up, engulfing me protectively.
"daniel," i cried out, clinging to his warm body.
"i know, shh, i know," he said softly. his voice was so soft i thought he was going to burst into tears.
i knew seeing me like this was hurting him.
but he cares too much.
he would never leave me alone in this state of mind.
"shh, baby, i know. i know, honey, i know," he held me tight, keeping my head tucked into his chest.
"i'm sorry," i cried.
"honey, for what?"
"for not ghostin him sooner. i'm sorry."
"it's okay. we'll get though this, we'll get past it. i know you have a lot of baggage, but i love you. we'll get past it," he whispered.

☁️

wow, okay hi, i promise i'm getting back to you're requests soon.
if you don't know this song -
it's called ghostin
it's by ariana grande
and it's on the thank u, next album.
it's a masterpiece, you should give it a listen.
anyways i hope you enjoyed.
also if you're watching christian's subathon right now ☠️☠️
mans has been sleeping on stream for the past few hours.
anyways have a good day i love u 🤍