𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝗼𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐢𝗺𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

5, 28, 62, 92 ❁ 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘦𝘭 𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘺

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𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 @𝗸𝗮𝗿𝘀𝘆𝗻_𝘀𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲𝘆𝟵𝟵
"𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ?"
"𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑜𝑘𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑟𝑦."
"𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤? 𝑏𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑡 𝑢𝑝 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑."
"ℎ𝑒𝑦, 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡, 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓."
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i paced around daniel and i's room, thoughts spinning in my head like a tornado.
"honey, you need to relax," daniel said from his spot on our bed.
"relax? are you fucking kidding me? daniel, i have so much shit to do! relaxing isn't an option!" i practically screamed.
i sat down and continued working until my eyes couldn't keep themselves open.
i let my head fall into my arms as i blinked away tears.
i hate crying.
i fucking hate crying. which is why i don't cry.
daniel has never seen me cry before and i'm not about to let him see me cry just because i'm a little bit stressed.
i'm not going to cry in front of him.
i started pulling at my hair, feeling like i was about to punch something really hard.
"hey, don't do that, you'll hurt yourself," daniel said, coming over to me and pulling my hands out of my hair.
"i don't even fucking care anymore."
daniel, despite my whines, closed my laptop and slid my papers away from me.
"talk to me. why are you stressed out?" he asked, his hand rubbing up and down my left thigh.
"nothing. i'm just tired."
"don't lie," daniel warned.
"it's literally nothing, i'm just stressed," i lied again.
"okay, i don't understand why you won't talk to me. i'm here for you always. you can trust me, honey. you can't keep it all inside, you know? bottling it up won't do you any good," daniel explained.
"um...i just...i'm gonna cry," i whispered, trying to bite back the tears.
"and that's okay. it's okay to cry, you know? especially in front of me. i'm not going to judge you. i'm your boyfriend, i'm always gonna be your shoulder to cry on," he assured, his lips connecting with my cheek to catch a tear that had fallen.
i shoved my head into his shoulder as i cried, his arms wrapped firmly around me as he repeatedly kissed my cheek.
"fuck, daniel, why does it hurt so much? it's only work, but i feel like my brain was just thrown into a shredder," i cried.
"well, when you bottle things up, it all comes out at once. that's why it hurts," daniel whispered.
"can we please just cuddle for the rest of our lives?" i asked.
"of course. c'mon, you need some sleep."
daniel and i fell asleep very quickly, as it was pretty late.
and the next morning, when we woke up, everything felt better.
because daniel made it better.

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𝗽𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 - 𝟲/𝟴/𝟮𝟬
𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢
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