𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝗼𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐢𝗺𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

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𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 @𝘃𝗲𝗹𝗲𝘃𝘁𝘁𝗸𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗰𝘀
"𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑎𝑙𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦?"
"𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑟𝑢𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔!"
"𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝."
"𝑏𝑎𝑑 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚?"
"𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡."
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jack has been my closest guy friend for almost five years now, but i feel as though i've known him my entire life.
we decided to go to the beach this weekend and we rented out a pretty big condo at the beach to stay in.
jack is in a band, so he's rich, which is the only reason our dumbasses could afford this condo.
we spent the day at the beach and it was pretty fun. jack and i surfed together and then ate ice cream on the beach.
we then came home, got showers and got ready for bed and then ordered a shit ton of room service food.
then we went to bed, in separate beds of course. our beds are in the same room, but they are far enough apart that nothing would be awkward.
not that anything is awkward, we're just friends.
i mean, sure, i've been crushing on jack for two years, but it doesn't matter.
he doesn't like me like that.
now, it was almost two in the morning, and i was sitting wide awake, tears streaming down my face.
i sat there, the nightmare playing over in my head.

"𝘫-𝘫𝘢𝘤𝘬, 𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘱, 𝘪'𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺," 𝘪 𝘴𝘰𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘥.
"𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨! 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘶𝘱!" 𝘩𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥.
𝘫𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘦, 𝘴𝘰 𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘥. 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘦, 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤 𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘶𝘵𝘦𝘳. 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘦, 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘬𝘦𝘺𝘣𝘰𝘢𝘳𝘥.
"𝘫𝘢𝘤𝘬, 𝘪'𝘮 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺! 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘰𝘯𝘦, 𝘪'𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺!" 𝘪 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥, 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦.
"𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺? 𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶!" 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥.

when i woke up, i was shaking and crying. i knew it wasn't real, but it still terrified me to see an image of my best friend screaming at me. he said he hated me in the dream and it hurt. it wasn't real, but it hurt thinking that someone i love so much could hate me.
"j-jack," i sobbed, hoping he would wake up.
he didn't wake up, so i said his name again, a little louder this time.
his eyes slowly opened, but he shot up in bed once he saw that i was crying.
jack and i love to joke, we always roast the shit out of each other, but jack has always been a softie for me when i'm crying. it bothers him for some reason and he's always protective when i cry.
he got up and moved over to my bed, letting me latch onto him.
"hey, hey, hey, it's okay. it's okay, i got you. i'm right here, i've got you," he whispered, his hand secured on the back of my head while his other arm was wrapped around my waist.
"i-i'm s-sorry," i cried, feeling bad for waking him.
"no, no, no. don't you apologize. you have nothing to be sorry for. it's okay, i'm right here, everything is just fine sweetheart," he whispered, kissing my temple.
i calmed down and jack pulled back to look at me. he wiped my tears, then held my hands.
"what happened? bad dream?" he asked.
i nodded.
"what happened in the dream?" he asked.
"i accidentally spilled coffee on your laptop and you yelled and told me y-you h-hate m-me," i cried.
"oh god, i could never hate you. even if you did spill coffee on my laptop, i wouldn't hate you. please don't think that, honey, i do not hate you at all," he consoled.
i nodded and gave him another hug before crawling back underneath my covers. jack kissed my forehead before going back to his bed.
i laid awake for a while, not being able to sleep. i wanted to sleep next to jack, he makes me feel safe.
"jack?"
"yeah?"
"i can't sleep."
"why not?"
"i don't know."
"well, you can sleep in my bed if you want."
i smiled, instantly throwing my covers off and running into jack's bed.
he wrapped his arms around me and we cuddled close.
"i love you jack."
"i love you to. always have always will."
i looked up and our lips instantly met in a sweet kiss.
our first kiss, but definitely not our last kiss.

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𝗽𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 - 𝟴/𝟮𝟰/𝟮𝟬
𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢
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