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𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 @𝗙𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹𝟭𝟲
"𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛?"
"𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒. 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒"
"𝑠ℎℎ, 𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤"
"𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑟𝑦 𝑛𝑜𝑤?"
"𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑒....!"
"𝑠ℎℎ, 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑓𝑒. 𝑖 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑜."
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i hate fighting but i'm not one to back down. i don't cry or run away and lock myself in a bedroom. i stand my ground and fight it out.
tonight has been awful and i'm at my wits end.
my boyfriend, corbyn, and i have been screaming at each other for the past two hours.
for the past two weeks, i've been at home by myself all day, making dinner and eating dinner by myself and then going to bed by myself. i see him for like 10 minutes in the morning and that's it.
"corbyn, i'm by myself every second of every day! i want you to hang out with your friends and i want you to go to the bar and i want you to go to the studio and photo shoots and promo! i want you to go wherever the hell you want, but i want you to be with me too! i mean, seriously! when was the last time we went on a date?" i asked, staring into his eyes.
"i don't know, okay? i'm busy! did you ever think that maybe you're just clingy?" he snapped.
"oh my god, are you ever going to listen? monday night you didn't come until after i was asleep, same with tuesday. wednesday you came home for dinner, but blew me off and went out with friends. thursday night you didn't come home at all. then friday morning you stumbled into the house and went straight to bed without even so much as looking at me. is it so terrible that i miss you?" i asked, my voice raising.
"i can never catch a fucking break with you! i'm exhausted, okay? i work my ass off to put a roof over your fucking head and so that you can have all the things you want! so give me a fucking break!" he shot back.
for the first time in a long time, i felt hurt. the tears filled my eyes snd it felt like i couldn't talk. all i wanted to do was cry.
"corbyn, you know i'm trying my best. i'm working my ass of at school right now and i'm working at the cafe. i'm exhausted too. i cant believe you would say that," i said quietly.
"oh my god, you're so fucking annoying!" he shouted, moving closer to me.
his hands were flailing in the air and he was yelling, but i didn't know what he was saying. he was scaring me and i backed away.
"please don't hit me...!" i shrieked, flinching away from corbyn.
corbyn froze and stared at me in shock. he knows that i'm a hardass. i'm never scared mad i never cry.
"i...honey, i....i wasn't...i wouldn't...babe?" he kept staring in shock.
"i need to go, corbyn," i said, walking away and going to grab my keys.
he instantly grabbed me and pulled me close to him, shoving my head into his chest.
"don't leave me. don't you dare leave me," he whispered, holding onto me like i was dying.
i looked up at him with tears threatening to spill.
"are you going to cry now?" he asked.
"no, corbyn, i don't cry," i said trying to hold back the tears.
"yes you are baby, it's okay," he whispered, pulling me in.
i began crying into his shoulder, just feeling hurt.
"i shouldn't have said that, my love. i'm sorry," he said.
"i...i'm sorry i yelled, i...i-i j-just miss y-you corbs," i sobbed, holding onto him tight.
"shhh, i know. i know, baby, i know. i'm so sorry. shh, you're safe. i won't let you go," he whispered.
corbyn put his arm under my leg and lifted me up, carrying me to bed. he laid down with me in his arms and stared into my teary eyes.
"sweetheart, i would never hit you. i wouldn't even think about it. i don't want you to be scared of me. i'm the one that protects you," he said, kissing me gently.
"i-i love you, c-corbs," i said, hugging him.
"i love you to beautiful. get some rest, i'm taking tomorrow off and we'll go out on a date," he said.
i nodded and he kissed me again before letting me fall asleep.

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