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"𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙/ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑠 𝑠𝑜"
"𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒"
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Daniel Seavey.
My lifelong best friend and the only boy I've ever fallen in love with.
He walked out of the bathroom looking like a god.
We were going to a party, so of course he dressed up. He had on his usual black jeans and a button up, the first two buttons left undone, which revealed his chest. His fluffy hair was styled perfectly, not a single hair was out of place and his ocean eyes sparkled.
"Ooooh look at you," I teased, standing up from my place in his bed.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever. Let's go, we don't wanna be late for this party. It's gonna be crazy!" he smiled.
I shook my head and followed him downstairs and to his car.
He sang the whole way to the party, I just sat and listened, loving the sound of his beautiful voice.
He parked across the street from the house, so we got out and made our way over.
People were already drunk and the house was practically overflowing with people.
"Dani?"
"Yeah?"
"You're not gonna leave me, right?" I asked.
"No, of course not. I would never," he reassured.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me through the crowd of people at the front door and into the kitchen.
My eyes widened as I took in the scene in the kitchen.
Some bitch was dancing on the table, a bunch of dudes taking a video of her as she waved a bottle of vodka around. There were also two people literally fucking on the counter.
I moved closer to Daniel, feeling extremely overwhelmed.
Parties really aren't my scene.
I mean, sure, I've been drunk before and sure, i've danced on a table before, but I never went as far as to literally have sex in public.
"Yo, Daniel, bro, what's up!" I heard someone call.
Daniel must have completely forgot what he said earlier because he released his grip on me and disappeared into the crowd of drunk people.
"Daniel?" I called out, worried that I lost him.
I sighed and started shoving my way out of the kitchen, not being able to listen to sound of people literally having sex on a fucking kitchen counter.
I was so close to the front door, but I was stopped by someone I instantly recognized.
"Hey," I smiled at the girl I knew from school.
Mckenzie James.
She was pretty nice, her and I never had problems.
"Hey, what are you doing here? Did Daniel force you?" she asked.
"Unfortunately, he did force me out of the house and then he fricken ditched me. Do you know there's literally a couple fucking on the kitchen counter?" I asked, still exasperated.
"Oh, yeah, they're not even from our school, we don't really know them. But whatever, you can hang out with me and my crew," she said, pulling me to what looked like the living room.
We plopped down on the couch and Mckenzie introduced me to everyone.
The night ended up being pretty fun. Mckenzie's friends were really funny and they had awesome stories. I had a couple drinks but I wasn't even close to even being tipsy. I knew that Daniel was probably hammered by now and I needed to say sober so that I could drive us home.
I had a good time, but I worried about Daniel all night. I hadn't even see him once tonight since he left me in the kitchen. I was pissed at him too, for fucking leaving me when he said he wouldn't.
But he was my best friend and I need to make sure he gets home safe tonight.
It was almost one in the morning, so I figured I should probably go find Daniel and get him home.
"Mckenzie, do you mind helping me find Daniel. I think we should head home," I asked.
"Yeah, lets go!" She replied, yelling over the music.
We searched the whole first floor, then the backyard, then the front yard, then the sides of the house, but he was nowhere.
The only other place he could be was upstairs, which probably didn't mean anything good.
Awe walked upstairs and opened the bathroom door, closing it fast once we saw a random couple making out.
Then we went to the first bedroom to get the same results.
We hesitantly opened the third bedroom door, being greeted with a sight that broke my heart.
There was Daniel and some random bitch, naked, having sex, right on some strangers bed.
I slammed the door shut and started to cry, Mckenzie hugging me.
"I'm sorry, I know how much you love him," she said.
"What the hell is wrong with him? It's not like him to just fuck some random bitch!" I cried.
"I don't know, but if I were you, I would leave his ass here tonight and he can find his way home tomorrow morning with a pounding headache," she said.
"I wish I could but we came in his car and he has the keys. And I don't know if I would ever forgive myself if I just left him here."
"You really do love him, huh?" she asked.
"Of course I do."
Mckenzie went back to her friends as I sat in the hallway, just wanting all of this to be over so that I could go home.
I let ten minutes pass before I was finally fed up with the whole situation. I stood up and barged into the room to see girl asleep in the bed and Daniel putting his shirt back on.
Thankfully this time he was fully dressed.
"Are you done? Can we fucking go home now?" I asked.
"Wait...you didn't see...you weren't the one who slammed the door earlier, right?" he asked, seeming completely sober even though he was definitely drunk.
"Yes, Daniel, that was me. Now, give me your fucking car keys and lets go home."
He sighed, walking to me and handing me his keys.
I stormed through the house, completely pissed.
I just wanted to go home and sleep in my own bed.

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My plan to finally get some sleep failed as I was sitting in Daniel's bed right now, him sleeping peacefully next to me.
The drive home was awkward as hell.
I pulled into his driveway and threw him his keys, then walked down the driveway, planning to just walk home since my house wasn't that far, but I froze on the sidewalk as soon as I heard him throwing up in his yard.
My best friend instincts kicked in and I stayed, helping him change, rubbing his back while he threw up, rubbing his arm until he fell asleep.
Now here I sat, lost in my thoughts.
I snapped back to reality when Daniel sat up and stared at me.
"What?" I asked, still pissed off at him.
"I'm sorry I left you alone."
I let out a laugh.
"Is that how little you think of me? I'm not even good enough to be seen with you at a party! Y'know, I just wanted to have a little fun with my best friend, but I ended being separated from him, only to find him fucking some rando!" I almost yelled.
"I do not think little of you! You're so beautiful, and I'm not the only one that thinks so!" he yelled back.
"Cut the bullshit! I bet you told that hoe you fucked the same thing!"
"Why do you keep bringing up that girl? It was just pointless, in the moment, sex!" he asked.
"I keep bringing her up because I fucking love you! I love you so god damn much, Daniel. It hurt when I walked in on you, my heart fucking broke. The Daniel that I fell in love with doesn't go around having sex just to have sex. I don't know what the hell you were thinking, I just hope I never have to see that again," I expressed.
"Why haven't you ever told me this?" he questioned.
"Because! The last thing I would ever want is for our friendship to be ruined!"
"Well, I really hope you know I love you too. I don't say that to random girls I fuck at parties. I only do that to try and get over you, but it never fucking works because you're my soulmate!"
"Well then fucking kiss me!"
I didn't have to tell him twice, because he quickly pulled me into his lap and pressed his lips onto mine.
The only reason we broke apart was because we were running out of air.
I cuddled my head into his neck, happy to have my best friend back.
"Get some sleep, you're gonna have a terrible headache tomorrow morning," I said, ruffling his hair.
He quietly laughed and then laid down with me still laying on top of him.
"Goodnight," I whispered.
But he was already asleep under me.

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