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𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 @𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗺𝗲𝗹𝗼𝗱𝘆𝘆𝘆
"𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑚 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛! 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒!"
"𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒?"
"𝑖𝑚 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑛𝑡"
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My life can't be any more messy.
Jonah and I dated for about a year before we called it quits because of one stupid fight. A few weeks after we broke up, I found out I was pregnant.
Now, I'm 6 months pregnant and he still doesn't know.
I was planning on just leaving it that way. I was going to have this baby and raise her on my own and just forget that I ever met Jonah.
But my beat friend has been pushing me to tell him and I've come to the conclusion that's it only right that he knows he has a daughter.
Plus, I would feel bad knowing that my daughter grew up without ever knowing her Dad.
So, about a week ago, I forced myself to text him and ask him to meet again at my place. I really didn't want to go to his place in fear that we wouldn't be alone.
Luckily for me, he said yes and is going to be here any moment now.
As if on cue, there was a knock at my door. I swallowed the lump in my throat and opened the door, revealing the man I have always loved.
"Hey, come in," I said, moving aside.
He looked at me for a second and his eyes widened once he realized that I am indeed pregnant.
"Oh my god, Melody," he said, staring at me in shock.
"Yeah...um...I'm pregnant," I stared the obvious.
"I..you...is it mine?" he asked.
"Yes, of course it's yours. Jonah, do you really think I just moved on like that and got pregnant with someone else's baby?"
"I..I'm just in shock. How far along are you?" he asked, running his hand through his hair.
"6 months," I replied, looking down.
"6 months? 6 fucking months, are you serious? We're you ever going to tell me?" He asked, his voice rising.
"I'm sorry, Jonah, I was scared and we aren't exactly on the best of terms. I just didn't know what to do!"
"Oh, I don't know, maybe you could've came to me! It's my fucking kid too, why wouldn't you just tell me? What the hell, Melody?" he shouted, causing me to panic.
He was yelling and I was staring to cower away from him. Tears fell down my face as I backed away.
"Are you going to fucking say anything?" He yelled again.
Tears fell down my cheeks more rapidly now as I backed into the wall.
"Please calm down, you're scaring me" I cried, wrapping my arms around my stomach.
I heard him sigh before walking close to me. I flinched away from him.
"Hey, hey, I'm not going to hurt you. I'm sorry for scaring you, this...this is just a lot," he said.
I looked up at him and instantly started sobbing just from looking into his eyes.
"Come here," he sighed, opening his arms.
I hesitated, but slowly walked into his arms, crying into his chest.
"Shh, don't cry. Don't cry, there's nothing to be upset about. Everything is going to be okay," he whispered.
"No, Jonah, it's not. I'm fucking pregnant! You deserve to know, but we're not a couple anymore and I can't do this on my own. I just don't know what to do," I cried.
"Listen, I know we're not a couple and I know we kind of have so bad blood, but I know we can fix it. We weren't just two idiots that pretended to be in love. I really loved you and I still do. I hope you still love me too?"
"Of course I still love you, Jonah. I never stopped. When we broke up, my heart broke. I've always loved you and I always will and all I really want is for you to be here and raise our child with me," I admitted.
He sighed and hugged me again, placing a kiss on my head.
"I will. I'll be here every step of the way, I promise I'm not going anywhere. We're going to be great parents. I know you're probably scared, but there's no need to be. I love you, Melody. I'm right here, whatever you need."
I put my hands on his shoulders and stood on my tippy toes so that I could kiss him. He kissed me back and when we broke apart, our foreheads rested together.
He looked down and placed a hand on my stomach, gently rubbing it.
"Wow, I'm gonna be a dad," he whispered, placing a soft kiss on my stomach.
"Yeah, it's a girl," I informed.
His smile grew and he pulled me closer, hugging me tight.
That was all we needed. Was to be in each other's arms.
We eventually cuddled up in my bed, but for a while we stood in my kitchen, just hugging.
We are definitely going to be great parents.

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𝗽𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 - 𝟰/𝟭𝟭/𝟮𝟬
𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢
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