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𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 @𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗶𝘀𝗺𝘆𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗶𝗻
"𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑏𝑖𝑡 𝑢𝑝𝑠𝑒𝑡"
"𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑚 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛! 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒!"
"𝑖𝑚 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑦𝑜𝑢!"
"𝑝𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑜! 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡!"
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my current boyfriend and i have been off and on for years. we started dating in eight grade and we've broken up too many times to count for stupid reasons, but we always get back together.
jack, my best friend, has been telling me to leave his ass for years, but i'm too afraid too.
i'm afraid i'll be alone forever, i'm afraid nobody else will ever love me.
today, though, was the final straw.
he cheated on me. for the fifth fucking time. for some unknown reason, everything that jack has told me to do has surfaced in my mind and i was just so done with his shit.
we are breaking up for good this time.
"pack your shit and go! get the fuck out of my sight! i can't take it anymore, we're done. for good this time!" i screamed at my now ex boyfriend.
he only rolled his eyes, grabbed his shit, then left. he thought that i was joking, he was sure that we are gonna get back together, but he's wrong. we're done forever.
i obviously called jack right away and it didn't take him long to show up at my apartment.
"i just...i don't know what to do," i cried, my tears wetting jack's shoulder.
"what do you mean? what do you have to do?" he asked, clearly confused.
"he's the only guy that's ever loved me and now i'm going to b-be lonely forever! i s-shouldn't have broken u-up with him," i sobbed.
"you've gotta he fucking kidding me," jack grumbled.
jack unwrapped his arms from around my body and moved away from me.
"w-what are you doing?" i asked, looking at him through my tears.
"i'm don't trying to help you! i don't understand how you think that he loved you. he didn't, okay? i'm sorry if that upsets you, but he didn't fucking love you!" jack yelled.
i froze, scared. jack has never yelled at me like that before.
"are you going to say anything?" he asked, his eyes piercing into my soul.
"i-i...i don't know what to say. why would you say that, jack? he might not love me anymore, but at one point he did," i said, starting to grow angry.
"so what? it doesn't matter anymore! he doesn't love you anymore, okay? it's over! so stop acting like a fucking middle school girl, pick yourself up, and fucking move on with your life!" jack screamed as he stomped around, causing the things in my counter to shake.
"jack, please calm down! you're scaring me," i sobbed, backing into the corner of my kitchen.
jack sighed, but walked over to me and picked me up. i could tell he was still very angry, but i knew that he felt bad for scaring me the way he did.
jack sat down on my couch and set me in his lap, then rubbed my back until i was a little calmer.
"look, i'm not saying all this to upset you because that's the last thing i ever want, but, i need you to hear it because it's the truth. i mean, c'mon baby, you keep pretending that he loves you, but he wouldn't cheat if he loved you. i know it's hard, i know, but you just have to move on," jack explained, more calmly this time.
"b-but...now i have nobody. i'm all alone, jack, i hate being alone. i just wish that somebody would actually love me," i said, starting to cry again.
"shh, hey, no more crying. you're so stupid, y'know that? i love you," he stated, staring right into my teary eyes.
i was confused for a second, i couldn't believe that someone as perfect as jack could ever love me.
"don't look so shocked now. you're beautiful, i've been waiting years for that guy to be gone so that i could tell you," jack confessed, his hands rubbing up and down my sides.
"really?" i questioned, a little skeptical.
"do you trust me?" he asked.
i nodded.
he smiled and then pressed a gentle kiss to my lips. when he pulled back, he smiled and wiped a year from my cheek.
"i love you too," i whispered, my head nuzzling into his neck.
"i'm sorry i yelled at you, i was just really frustrated," jack said, placing a kiss on my cheek.
"it's okay. you just can't lose your temper like that every time you get a little bit upset," i said.
"hey, i wasn't a little upset, i was very upset," he said.
i only smiled and kissed him again.
i guess i'm in love with my best friend now.

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𝗽𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 - 𝟲/𝟱/𝟮𝟬
𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢
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