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"𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑚 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑚! 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒!"
"𝑝𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑜! 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡!"
"𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑗𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑠, 𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢?"
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As soon as I saw Daniel walk through the doors of the cafe, I grabbed my phone and sprinted to the bathroom, then proceeded to lock myself in a stall.
I haven't seen Daniel in almost seven months.
We dated for two years.
As soon as he walked through the cafe doors, all the memories of our relationship, including the day we broke it off, flooded into my mind.
I smiled as the good memories flashed in my mind.
I reminisced on the day he asked me to be his girlfriend. He took me the beach and bought me a beautiful bouquet of flowers and he asked me to be his girlfriend in front of a beautiful sunset.
The beginning of our relationship was amazing. We always did stupid shit together.
We used to sit on his roof together at 3 in the morning and he would point out all the constellations to me.
Sometimes, he would try to teach me how to play all of his instruments, which always ended up in me looking stupid.
I giggled, thinking about the time that we went to the fair together and I forced him to go on the biggest roller coaster with me. He didn't want to, but he knew it would make me happy, so he went on. Afterwards, he threw up all over this really tall mans shoes and we ran so fast right out of the fair.
He used to do the sweetest things all the time. He would carry me around all the time, he would sit by my side while I did my makeup and try to learn what I was doing, he would never hesitate to buy me tampons from the store if I asked him, and there wasn't a nigh I can remember that he didn't sing me to sleep as I rested on his chest.
I remember the day we broke up like the back of my hand.
It was the worst day of my life.

.....7 months ago

Daniel and I got into a fight because some guy was checking me out on our date and D quel thought I was flirting back, which I wasn't.
"You're jealous, aren't you?" I asked, staring into his angry eyes.
"No, I'm pissed! He was flirting with you and you fucking liked it!" he shouted.
Things escalated quickly and before we knew it, we were screaming at each other at the top of our lungs.
Daniel started getting closer to me and I backed into the wall of my apartment.
"Daniel, please calm down, you're scaring me!" I cried out.
"You never fucking loved me and...I don't know if I ever fucking loved you either!" he screamed.
He raised his fist and punched the wall, right next to my head, causing me to flinch away and start to cry.
I watched as his facial expression quickly changed. He looked mortified.
"Wait, baby, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hitting the wall, I didn't mean to scare you like that. I've always loved you, I didn't mean to say that," he rushed out.
He tried to wrap his arms around me, but I forcefully pushed him away.
"Then why did you say that? I've loved you for so long, Daniel! That guy didn't mean a single thing to me, I love you, Daniel. You just jealousy get the best of you. Just...pack your shit and go! Get the fuck out of my sight!" I yelled, backing away from him again.
His eyes quickly filled with tears and he looked guilty.
"I'm sorry, baby, I didn't mea-"
"I don't care, Daniel. Just go."

Present Day.....

Tears welled in my eyes as I thought about the day we broke up.
We should have never broke up.
We were so in love and I can't help but feel like he's my soulmate.
I still love him. Always have, always will.
I took a chance and left the bathroom, hoping he left.
But I was wrong.
He was standing in line and as soon as I walked into view, his eyes were glued to me.
I didn't want to cry right now, but I couldn't hold my tears.
Seeing him made me miss him even more.
I started to cry and I rushed to my table, grabbing my bag and coffee, getting ready to leave.
"Don't leave," I heard.
I froze and watched as he pulled my coffee and bag away and set them down on the table.
He turned me around, but I looked down so that I wouldn't have to look into his eyes.
"Please look at me," he said, softly.
I slowly looked up and gently pulled me into him.
"Fuck, I've missed those eyes," he whispered.
I couldn't speak, but my emotions took over again and I started bawling my eyes out into his chest.
"Hey, shhh, no, no, no, don't cry. I've got you, I'm right here," he said, soothingly.
I cling to him and I cried, never wanting to let go of the only boy i've ever loved.
"I love you, Daniel. I never stopped and I've missed you so damn much," I cried.
"Oh, baby, I missed you too. When we broke up, it broke my heart. I need you," he said.
I didn't wait another second before kissing him. His lips tasted the same as they always did, sweet. His kisses were the same, they were always soft and they still are.
We broke and our foreheads rested on each other's.
"Come home with me?" he asked.
"Only if you promise to sing me to sleep?"
"Of course."
He didn't break his promise.
It was like a never left each other.

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