Angel eyes - George Weasley X Reader

part 26

a few weeks had passed, dumbledore's army lessons were going well- harry and i had covered mostly everything. the ministry were after sirius again, more than usual. there had been another escape from azkaban and fudge is putting it down to sirius, since he was the first person of this decade to break out. remus has resigned from teaching to stay in london with him to stop him going completely insane from being alone with kreacher for months at a time. george and i had been talking more often, there were a few moments here and there but nothing too serious yet. end of year examinations are also coming up soon but i'm not too worried about them, ron's terrified- hermione's helping him through " study sessions ". we're at dinner, dumbledore gave us a usual speech about exams and classes and then let us eat. " y/n, isn't that your owl?" ron asked me as i followed his gaze. ethereal, my snowy white owl flew down to me and landed in my lap. i looked at her, stroking her and saw letters were attached to her legs. i untied them and pulled a bag of owl treats out of my bag and laid the treats on my leg, as she started to eat.

y/n and harry,

i'm glad to hear that the group is going well! and you've called it dumbledore's army, that's amazing! the other order members visit everyday now but it's lovely to have remus back. he takes care of me. molly and arthur have gone back to the burrow but arthur still comes here everyday after work and molly comes in the morning. lovely people. 

i would've written sooner but there have been ministry workers watching the house so it's harder to send and receive things by owl. we have to apparate right on the top step in front of the door to avoid them every time we come or go. we have to be careful but we're okay, they're slowly giving up and leaving. tonks, mad-eye and kingsley keep us updated on events outside of this stupid house. anyway, i just wanted to check in on you and let you know what's happening our end. stay safe, both of you.

speak soon,

snuffles x

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y/n,

 i'm sorry about george darling, molly told remus and i and let me just say, she was not happy to say the least when she heard. i need you to keep this letter away from harry. you can show someone you trust but they can't tell harry either, the reason i'm letting you tell someone of your choice is because this may be a big burden on you- it's a lot to take in but please, do not show this letter to harry, whatever you do. 

it appears that the reason harry saw what happened to arthur weasley at christmas is because there has been a connection made between voldemorts mind and his own. i'm not sure if either of them are aware yet but i need you to keep me updated on harry's visions, his emotions and most importantly- his actions. if voldemort is aware of the connection, well only merlin knows what he might do. when he is in control of another's mind, he would be able to read it, control it, and even unhinge it. in the past, it was often voldemort's pleasure to invade the minds of his victims and only when he had extracted the last happiest memory and when he had them literally begging for mercy or death itself, would he finally give them the relief  they so desperately wanted. only when he had given them no reason to live any longer, would he finally kill them. now you can see why we need to watch out for harry. make sure he knows the difference between dreams and reality. 

if voldemort is aware of the connection, he will not hesitate to create false images in harry's head to lead him closer to death. i have no idea what these images will be but if it happens- question him. question him about it a lot. if he forgets about it, it was a false vision. if he remembers what happened very clearly, it was a real. now, no matter what the vision is, keep yourselves safe. do not let any of your friends leave hogwarts. especially you. i've already lost aidan and olly. i can't bear to loose you too. i need you. i need you to stay safe and alive. i will be able to explain everything in more detail when i see you next break. i'm sorry to be so in the dark about this for so long but i just needed certification that it was happening- you cannot tell harry, not yet. as always, take care my love. i'll see you soon.

i love you dearly,

snuffles x 

" oh my god " i whispered as i had finished reading the letter addressed to only me. " what? are you okay?" fred asked from beside me. " love? what's happened?" george asked from my other side as i stared straight down at the table. " y/n? is it your dad? is he okay?" harry rushed, waving his hand in front of my face. i shook my head as i passed the first letter to him, folding the one about harry and placing it in the inside pocket of my robes. i watched as his eyes scanned the paper, looking for bad news. little did he know, i had it all in a different letter, attached to me right now. " there's nothing bad happening. everyone's okay " he sighed, looking relived. ' you're not. you're no where near okay and you have no idea'  i thought as i just looked at him. " y/n? you're really pale " ron said as he looked worried. i suddenly had the feeling of nausea rush over me. " i- excuse me,  just a minute " i said, getting up and running out of the hall. i ran to the girls bathroom and rushed into a cubicle, throwing up. " y/n? are you- oh gosh. you're okay, my sweet. i've got you " i heard hermione say as i felt her presence next to me. i was breathing heavily as she rubbed my back whilst also holding my hair back. i retched again as she spoke to me. " come on, it's okay. i'm here. get it all out of your system. take as long as you need ". 

" they're in here!" ginny shouted as she ran in, the sound of many heavy feet running filled the bathroom. " guys, can you get out? i'm not sure she wants everyone watching her being sick. never heard of privacy?" hermione snapped as she set eyes on them. i saw a pair of feet next to me and recognized the shoes immediately. " george, can you hold her hair like this please and just rub her back like i was. i'm going to get her a glass from the hall " hermione whispered as coldness filled her empty space. he sat himself on the floor, a leg in front of me and the other behind. " you're okay darling. it's okay " he whispered as he kissed my head and then my cheek. when i had stopped vomiting, i took a deep breath and collapsed against georges' chest, into his arms as he held me tightly. once again, his touch was drugging me and making me fall deeply into a trance. i never used to classify home as being a person, i always thought it would be a place or a building. but this, being with him, in his arms changed everything. i now realized how deep in i actually was. my home now consisted of a person. it was him. he was my home, sweet home.