Angel eyes - George Weasley X Reader

part 42

⚠️self harm, panic attacks, mentions of blood⚠️

today was the day that we would be moving into the flat above the joke shop, all of our boxes were packed and everyone now knew- including mrs weasley. " we'll still come and be pains in the backsides " the twins joked as their mother embraced them both seperatly in a teary hug. " come here you " she smiled to me as she wrapped me in her arms too. she pulled away after a few minutes and cupped my cheeks with her hands. " you know where to find us if you need anything, take care of each other. gosh,  i'm so proud i could burst " she cried pulling us all into one big embrace again. " right, we best start getting a move on " fred whispered. " we'll see you soon " i assured, stacking up three boxes and picking them up. " are we ready? " george asked as he too, had his arms full of boxes. " as ready as we'll ever be ". " weasleys' wizard wheezes!" fred announced clearly as he threw floo powder over george and i as the flames took us in and we were immediatly taken to the fireplace in the flat. fred came in seconds later with more boxes as we continued to move all of our belongings from the burrow.

" love, would you mind taking these boxes into our room whilst i go and get the last two? " george asked, kissing my head as i nodded and began moving them before he departed. i walked into our room and placed the boxes down onto the floor. the rooms were big and ours was painted a light grey with two bedside tables and lamps on each one. i got the remaining boxes in that belonged to us and was startled by a deep voice behind me. " hello darling ". i spun around and saw my dad sat on the bed, facing me. " what- how are you here? ". " i'm a figure of your imagination " he said calmly. " that- that doesn't explain how you're here i mean you're, you're dead " i said, as confusion took over my mind. " did you have fun in romania? " he asked casually, totally disregarding my last statement. i was speechless, how did he know i went to romania?. " i've been watching over you, you're doing amazing " he smiled, as if he read my mind. " i saw that you and george are back together, he was lovely with what he said and the poem was beautiful ". " it was, wasn't it " i smiled too, looking down at my hands.

" you're going to do great things, my love- just like your mother. i see her so much in you ". " i miss you dad, i try to be happy everyday but you're always on my mind " i whispered, bringing my hand up to the pendant hanging on from my neck that he gave me before fifth year started. " i'm always with you. in here " he replied, placing a hand over his hand. i did the same and smiled as tears began falling. " i must you leave you now. promise me to take care of yourself sweetheart " getting up and moving over to me. sirius opened his arms for me as more tears fell and i ran towards his open arms, only to run straight through him. i stopped when i didn't feel his safe embrace and my heart dropped when i remembered what he said. i'm a figure of your imagination. " i love you " he whispered as he brought two fingers up to his mouth, kissed them and waved them towards me as he faded; before completely disappearing.

i started to notice it was getting harder to breathe. my chest felt tight and was heaving from my deep breaths; thoughts were racing through my mind and i couldn't focus on anything anymore. i managed to get myself from the bedroom to the living room where i unconsciously began digging my nails into my skin and scratching my arms harshly. thoughts were taking over, what seemed like, my entire physical state of being as tears streamed down my face. i noticed a little bit of blood starting to run down my arms but i couldn't stop; it was like i had no control over my body at all.

fred's pov
i was in my room, finishing bringing up the last of my boxes when the silence in the flat was cut with an ear splitting cry. i rushed out of my door and my eyes set on y/n collapsing against a wall with blood on her arms and hands whilst tears streamed down her face and her breathing was quick and heavy. " shit " i mumbled as i ran to her and wrapped my arms around her. " its okay, i've got you, you're okay " i whispered as she sobbed into my shoulder, wrapping her arms around my neck. " i'm so sorry " she cried. " you've got nothing to be sorry for darling, everything is okay ". " i- i was okay and the-then it just all came crashing down and i don't know wha-what to do, i'm sorry. i saw dad, dad was in mine and george's room but i couldn't hug him, i couldn't- i couldn't touch him " she sobbed into my arms as i held her, leant up against the wall. i heard footsteps coming up the stairs as george came in carrying boxes. " you guys are supposed to be helping " he laughed, not looking at us. y/n released a sob, muffled by her hand which caught his attention. " y/n, oh lord what happened? hey what's wrong?" he breathed as he rushed over.

" go and get mum " i said to him as he rubbed her back. " what? " he questioned as if he didn't understand. " get mum!" i said louder as she let out another cry. he jumped up and immediately apparated out, returning a few minutes later with mum and dad at his side. " oh my dear girl " mum said as she rushed over to help me clean y/n up. " what on earth happened? ". " i- i'm not sure, i was just in my room and i heard her scream and i came out and sh- she was collapsing against the wall like this " i replied quickly as dad got us some water and towels. " thank you " i said as mum took the towels and water from dad as i sat y/n between my legs and wrapped my right arm around her neck as my left was holding her securely around her waist. she moved her head to the side as she rested it on my bicep that was resting just below her jaw.

george held her hands out as mum began gently cleaning the blood off her hands and wrists, slowly revealing bright red cuts where she had been scratching her arms. she winced and brought in a sharp breath as mum put a little more pressure on her arms to clear up as much blood as possible. " i'm so sorry sweetheart " mum seethed as she shushed her. " you're okay, we've got you " i whispered into her ear as i rested my chin on her shoulder. dad got fresh towels and ran them under cold water before rinsing them out and wiping y/n's tears away and cooling down her forehead. " thank you, all of you. i don't know where i'd be without you all, you've taken me into your loving home and amazing family and taken care of me since you met me on the platform and i couldn't never thank you enough. i appreciate you all so much " she said lowly, taking deep, shaking breaths. " oh sweetheart, it's been our pleasure. and if it wasn't for you keeping these boys in line, merlin knows molly would've pulled all of her hair out by now " dad chuckled as we all let out small laughs, including y/n. she nodded and closed her eyes, eventually falling into a light sleep, exhausted from crying so much.