Angel eyes - George Weasley X Reader

part 53

sickness, nauseating

" well done, marls! ", " nice one, james! ".
" dad! no! "- " sirius! ".
" you are not my family, we are not family ".
" aidan! aidan don't! ".
" why did you do it? why? i need you-!"

i gasped and shot up as hands grabbed and pulled at me. " no! no please! ". " y/n, y/n it's okay it's me " a soothing voice said. " open your eyes love, it's okay ". i slowly opened them as george was sat up in front of me with fred and lee at the door. i was crying and i felt hot. i'm going to be sick. " love, where are you going? " george asked as i stood up and ran to the bathroom and prepared myself on the floor in front of the toilet bowl. my breathing was heavy and my body was shaking as i began nauseating. " oh love " george sighed as he came beside me and held my hair back whilst rubbing my back. " i'm sorry " i whispered as he hushed me. " you have nothing to be sorry about sweetheart, you can't help having a nightmare ". " what time is it? " i asked, sitting back. " just gone noon, we let you sleep because we thought you'd need it ". " thankyou " i nodded as i closed my eyes and leant my head back again the wall.

" i saw everything again ".  " come again? " fred asked as he knelt down. " i saw it all; dad dying, aidan and olly dying, mum and the argument with remus. it- it was like i was reliving it and no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't change anything, i- i couldn't save them " i whispered, my eyes still tearing up from the memories fresh in my head. " well of course you couldn't change anything doll, you were a child, what would you have been able to do? " fred asked, crossing his legs as lee sat next to him. " i feel like i'm in a mother's meeting with you lot sat around me like that " i sighed as they all chuckled. " it was just a nightmare okay? breathe with me " george said, running his hand up my thigh and squeezing slightly as my breath hitched in my throat. " oh shit sorry " he laughed as i closed my eyes and let out a shaky breath and smiled. there was a tap on the window and we all looked to see my owl perched on the other side of the glass. " i'll get it " lee said, getting up and jogging to the window.

he came back and handed me the letter. i didn't recognise the writing until i opened the envelope and pulled out a picture of maxwell and enola. i smiled deeply as i placed it on the floor and pulled out a letter. " who's it from? " fred asked, turning the photo to look at them. " max and enola ".

' dearest y/n,
happy new year! i just thought i'd check in and see how you were, we don't stop talking about you to nan and grandad; i suspect that they're a bit tired of it after all this time. we miss you, enola and i, a lot. we wondered if we could come and see you soon? spend the day out with you, we could take you on a tour of london- i know you'd love it. enola misses you- well, i do too really. it's different out here, it feels weird without mum. i know you'll understand and i can't help but think about you.

i'm not sure how i will ever be able to repay you for looking after us, you really are amazing. i idolise your love with george; i hope that one day i will be able to have a love like you do. you guys really are soulmates and you both deserve each other, i'm waiting for the day i get a wedding invitation and you announce a baby on the way but i'm not sure that will be too soon! no i'm just joking but i can really see you two with a future together and i'm elated for you both.

thank you for looking after enola and i the way you did, you've been the angel that has protected us from the devil.

we hope to see you soon! lots of love,
enola and maxwell x '

" lots of love, enola and maxwell " i smiled, tears on the verge of falling. " they're adorable " lee gushed as i giggled wiping my eyes. " they really are ". " are you okay now? " george asked, intertwining our fingers and kissing my knuckles. i nodded as he rested his cheek against our joined hands and closed his eyes. " we'll um- we'll leave you to it " fred cleared his throat as he nudged lee, getting up and leaving us. " let's move to something more comfortable ". 

" i'm sorry if i woke you " i whispered as we laid at each other's sides over our sheets. " i was  already awake, i would've woken you up but you looked so peaceful " he replied quietly, lightly grasping my chin and rubbing the corner of my lip with his thumb. " there's something i wanted to talk to you about " george asked cautiously. " okay, what's wrong? ". " tell me if i'm being irrational and moving too quickly ". " george what's going on? " i chuckled nervously as he took a deep breath. " when wo- when would you want to settle down? i mean, i don't even know if you want to settle down with me but-". i cut him off with a kiss. " whenever you're ready but i don't want it to be rushed because of the ' what if this happens? what if that happens? '. i want to it to be in our own time and when we're at our best and feel like we can take that next step in our lives, okay? ". " okay " he smiled, kissing me again. " but how will we know when the time's right? " he asked. " because everything will feel right ". " but everything already feels right " he smirked as i rolled my eyes and smiled. " soooo, does that mean that now's the-". " you know what? i think you're still a bit drunk yesterday ". " then drunk words are sober thoughts, mrs weasley ". " oh merlins beard " i laughed as he grinned widely. " i best start suit shopping then " he sighed, looking down at me with wonderous eyes. " i think you'd best get some more sleep and wear off the rest of this hangover " i laughed as he pulled a fake- offended face. " how is it, that you don't seem like you have a hangover at all? ". " because i didn't get shitfaced last night, only tipsy " i replied cockily. " hey! i wasn't that drunk! i had a mature conversation with fred actually " he replied, acting just as cocky as me. " oh yeah? ". " yeah " he whispered, tilting his head down and kissing me deeply; as he sat up slightly and turned me onto my back as he hovered above me, making our kiss more heated and passionate.