Angel eyes - George Weasley X Reader

part 36

*continuation from part 35*
       ⚠️feeling nauseous, not eating⚠️

i read the letter and smiled to myself, tearing up a little. ' i'll be watching and supporting you from the skies '. i felt an arm wrap around my shoulder before george was pulling me into his chest. even though i was still grieving internally and still had a long way to go before i was even thinking of ' being okay ' again, i realised that i would be better off with my friends; not trapped upstairs in my dorm staring at the same bricked walls day after day, pulling my hair out whilst going insane. they make everything disappear for a while, i can laugh around them; but i can also cry around them and they would be there for me. today was one of those days where i could laugh freely, even though my chest was still tight and my eyes stung- i could hide all of that for a while.

" you're alright, love " he whispered.  " i know, here " i replied as i handed him the letter. " were you planning to tell me that you were writing to my dad?" i chuckled as his cheeks blushed pinked and he handed the letter back to me. " if i said yes, i would be lying " he smiled as i rolled my eyes. " what did you talk abo-". " y/n what classes do you have today?" ron asked, totally oblivious to mine and george's previous conversation. " uhm- care of magical creatures, divination, defence against the dark arts and then astrology " i replied. " we have the full day together! " he cheered. " ron, we have most classes together anyway. you know this " i laughed as he waved his hand off to me and started eating again. " y/n? aren't you going to eat?" ginny whispered from next to me. " i'm not sure i can, i feel really sick " i replied as she rubbed my hand that was above the table. " can you try to eat something at dinner then please if you feel better? you haven't eaten in a long time and i- i'm worried about you ". i nodded and hugged her as she rested her head on my shoulder.

" right, i'm going for a walk before heading off to class. are you guys coming?" i asked harry, ron and hermione. " i will!" ron jumped up excitedly as the other two said they would meet us there. " ron i realised i never thanked you for helping me at the ministry, you know, the whole ordeal with you catching me from falling and supporting me " i said as we walked past the greenhouses. " y/n, you're like a sister to me. i wasn't just going to stand there and watch you suffer with no support. i want you to know that it's okay to let your guard down around us; i know you want to be strong but everyone has bad days. just take each day as it comes and accept the bad ones " he replied, stopping and pulling me into him. " i'm sorry you had to see it though ". " i think i would've rather seen it than not be there " i whispered as he rubbed my back and hummed in agreement. " come on, race you to hagrid's " i giggled, making a run for it before ron could process what i had said. " hey wait! that's not fair! " he called after me as i continued running down the hill to the hut.

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the day went by pretty slowly, i'm not sure whether that was just me but i was exhausted by the time i was done. " i forgot how tiring school is " i groaned as i collapsed onto my bed and fred laughed. " sure is " he said as he came and laid on my bed with me, copying the way i was laying. " where's everyone else?" i asked,turning to face him. " they're at the lake, i had to come back to the dorm quickly anyway so i said i would wait for you and see if you wanted to come " he replied, also turning to me. " alright, can i change first though?". " no need to ask me, darling. but you may need to wear a swim suit " he chuckled as he moved some hair off of my face.

" does this look ugly? this looks ugly, i'm going to change again. i look ugly " i rushed as i looked in the mirror at the summer dress i was wearing. usually i would have loved to wear this but not today for some reason. " and i'm pregnant " i heard fred sigh behind me.              " what?" i spun around and saw him stand up and walk over to me. " i thought we were naming things that were impossible?" he whispered, barely breaking into a low voice before he took my hand and twirled me around, making my dress fly out around me. i threw my head back and laughed. " now tell me you look ugly " he smiled as he put his hands on my waist and hugged me tightly, only to snake him arms around me and put his hands on my lower back. " you're no where near ugly, you're stupid for even thinking that " he whispered.