Haven♾High | Completed

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[Lyzein POV]

"Nakikipagtalo ako sa kanya nun dahil gusto ko kunin ka sa kanya. Lagi ako wala pero alam ko kung ano pinaggagawa nya sayo. Sinasaktan ka nya at kinukulong. She won't let you skip your practice. Marami pinagbabawal sayo at hindi ka nagkaroon ng pagkakataon maging masaya tulad ng iba bata. I felt bad for choosing work over being your dad. Yes i did, killed her dahil nasakal ko sya kahit nahihirapan na sya huminga. Nagdilim ang paningin ko when she said that i am taking you because of money. Wala ako balak na gawin kung paano ka nya gawin manika at sunod sunuran nya. Gusto talaga kita pakawalan nun.. kaya nang maglayas ka.. i let you.. hindi kita hinanap because i know you want that" -he said

Gumulong na yung luha ko.

"I killed her and didn't take responsibilty. I lied to the police and not even gave a tears in her funeral. Hindi mo kasalanan kung ba't sya namatay.. not the cat you bring home that time.. i did it my sweety~" -he confessed that broke my heart into pieces

Mas lalo ako napahagulgol na parang bata sa sinabi nya. Napaupo na ako at napasapo sa ulo ko habang umiiyak. Sumasakit ulo ko sa mga nalaman ko. With my mix memories i almost believe that it was all my fault. That i killed her.. because that was my thoughts at that time. I want her to die to be free. I am sinner and not angel praying for someone to be alive. I'm praying for someone to die. I hate my mom but i am scared of her. I love my dad but his always not around when i got beaten that's why i start to build hate on him. Dagdag pa yung pinagsasabi ni mom that he is a bad person. He gonna leave us for some other woman. But after hearing this after almost five years living with hatred..

Napatayo muli ako at niyakap na si dad.

"Dad~" -i keep calling him dad while crying. I miss having parents. I miss the hug of him. I miss called sweety, my princess, my angel whenever he come home from work and bring me snacks and sweets. Tapos pagagalitan sya ni eomma at pareho kami sesermunan.

"Sir-"

hindi ako bumitaw kahit may tumatawag sa kanya.

"Mr.Moon we are here with warrant of arrest" -sabi nung tumawag

"anak i need to face them~" -sabi ni dad and tried to push me pero ayoko bumitaw

"No.. no.." -pagtanggi ko.

Pero hinatak ako ng mga utusan nya para ilayo sa kanya. Sa harap ko pinakita pinosasan sya. He look at me still manage to smile at me.

"I told you i'm already old enough. I need to pay for my sin. Naghirap at nasaktan ka sa mga kasalanan ko" -he said

I just watch him taken away. Wala ako magawa kundi maiyak ng maiyak.

Isang buong araw na ata ako nakaupo lang sa sahig. Some maids at tauhan tried to talk to me. May isang maid na ginamot ang kamay ko. But i am just spacing out until a lawyer came. He sit infront of me pero tulala pa din ako.

"Miss moon lyzein, matagal nya na plinaplano iyon. He want to see you first at makita mo sya maparusahan sa ginawa nya kasalanan" -he said