[200] JIKOOK - 200 ONESHOTS COLLECTION [COMPLETED]

[44] MY COLD HUSBAND- April 7 2021

"I can't do that to him" Jimin whispers 

"Why not?" Jungkook's mom was angry. She just suggested Jimin,  her son in law, to give Jungkook a cold treatment  just the way her son treated him

"...Because it hurts like hell... it hurts to be ignored by the one you love..when they are already supposed to be yours….I love him mom…" Jimin's tears rolled down his cheeks and Jungkook's mom sobbed as well seeing Jimin hurt "...I love him too much... I can't hurt him... I can't do that to him... I'm too weak when it comes to your son…" Jimin smiled sadly and she couldn't help but soften her gaze 

"But he needs to understand what you are going through...you are hurting...it's not good for your health…" 

"It's okay... maybe his way of cooling himself down after everything at work is to shout at me... I don't want to take that away from him... if he knows he has been hurting me then he would feel bad…I know he loves me..." Jimin wipes his tears 

Jungkook's mom couldn't help but admire Jimin's love for her son

"What did my son do to deserve such an angel?" She wipes Jimin's tears

"He was born to a great mom who single handedly raised him up. It's just natural he is a good man. He is just overwhelmed with his responsibilities. I understand him…"

**

Jungkook had come home early that day and he heard this. He had no idea his mom would be visiting. He suddenly felt bad for everything he had done, unknowingly. He left and sat in his car, contemplating how he would face his husband and on how he never realized he had been hurting Jimin

**

Jungkook sees his mom leave and waits for a few more minutes before exiting his car to go home. He needed to put on a poker face but the second Jimin opened the door, Jungkook couldn't help but cry as he hugged the boy

Jimin is surprised 

"J-Jungkook?"

"How come I didn't realise I have been hurting you..?" Jungkook mumbles 

Jimin sighs "Did mom say something... I'm sorry…"

Jungkook pulls back wiping his tears "...No..she didn't... I heard everything.... Why Jimin?!... why are you with a stupid guy like me?!..heartless guy... why didn't you leave me?!... why didn't you tell me?!… I failed as a husband… I hurt you…" Jungkook had tears rolling down his cheeks

Jimin reached out to wipe the tears "...How can I leave when you have my whole heart Jungkook?"

Jungkook burst out crying as he  fell to his knees. He felt himself grow weak at those words 

**
"....I will leave him when he asks me to... or when I fall out of love for him…" 

"Then I hope you fall out of love for him... because I don't want you to suffer…" Jungkook's mom says and Jimin's eyes widen "...He is afraid of showing love...he loved his dad so much and his dad suffered and died… Jungkook couldn't do anything but watch his loving father die.... he saw all that and he is afraid of love and getting hurt…" she sighs "...but you were different... when I brought proposals he rejected all... he only checked the pictures to pacify me... but when he saw you.. he stared at your picture and told me he would meet you... he loved you from your picture itself and then he met you... and he fell even harder... I know my son..he loves you and he won't let you go... so I pray you have no feelings for him so you can let him go and finally be happy…" her eyes glisten with hurt 

**

"Please don't leave me... I love you... please be my teacher and teach me about love…" Jungkook cries as he remembers the conversation and hugs Jimin's waist 

"Love is not something which is taught...it's a feeling that comes naturally and the proof is the action you do… you do things because you want to see the one you love happy…" Jimin pats the man's head

"...but I want to see you happy... I haven't really seen you happy… it's since  been what...3 months now?....and it's all my fault… I shouldn't have let work cloud my mind… I was just stressed… I'm sorry baby… I'm really sorry… please don't leave me… please tell me when I'm hurting you…"

Jimin hums as he sits down on the floor next to Jungkook and tries to calm the man 

**
"How come mom came home so suddenly?" Jungkook wonders after a while of them talking their hearts out 

"Today morning she called me and then you came down for breakfast… I thought I cut the call but unfortunately she heard our entire conversation and she came over… but then I fainted…"

"You fainted!? Why!? Are you okay!?" Jungkook's eyes reflected worry

"Hmm… we went to the doctors and …" Jimin hesitates "...I'm 4 months pregnant .."

Jungkook's world crashes "...What?" 

"...I just came to know today. I was so involved in other things that I forgot to take care of myself…"

"No...no...tell me you are lying… tell me it's a joke… no no…" Jungkook keeps shaking his head. He felt so worthless and useless "...tell me I didn't treat you so rudely these past months when you needed me the most… please tell me I'm not a bad husband and bad dad… no...no…how could I let this happen? Jimin...i'm so sorry…" 

Jungkook's heart stops when Jimin says the next words 

"...Please don't stay just because you know I'm pregnant ... you will still have rights to the baby... even if we are to get divorced or something... you are still the father…"

Jungkook could feel his soul leave his body 

"...No...no... I... that's not why.." Jungkook hyperventilates ".. no... I need you Jimin.. I love you... I do... no.. you can't leave me…"

Jimin hugs the man as they sit on the floor. They both cried in the other's arms. Jungkook immediately pulls the boy onto his lap, not wanting the pregnant boy to sit on the cold floor, all the while the man kept whispering I'm sorries and I love you into Jimin's hair 

"I forgive you… I love you too Jungkook" Jimin says just as he drifts off to sleep due to exhaustion in Jungkook's arms 

"I'm sorry my love…" Jungkook  says carrying Jimin into their bedroom ".... I do love you... and I will be the person I always intended to be with you and not let fear or insecurities rule my mind ever again…" Jungkook pecks the boy's lips before cuddling next to him

Jungkook pats Jimin's tummy "...I hope you are not mad at daddy for hurting dadda for the past few months...I promise you my little bean, that I will love the both of you and give you both my time and attention… I need you both more than you guys need me…" Jungkook sheds a few more tears before drifting off to sleep 

Rest assured Jungkook kept his promise and even more. Jungkook realised that there was nothing more satisfying than seeing his lovely husband smile at him in pure happiness 

The end

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