[200] JIKOOK - 200 ONESHOTS COLLECTION [COMPLETED]

[170]IT'S OVER - Jan 18 2022

"Jiminah... aren't you sleeping? It's 1AM already..." Taehyung comments seeing Jimin sitting in the living room staring at the wall

Jimin smiles weakly "...soon"

"Are you okay?" Taehyung felt worried for his tiny friend

"....I'm okay. Don't worry. Tomorrow will be a good day"

"O-Okay..." Taehyung grabs the bottle of water he had come for and goes back to his room, confused

A little while later,

Jungkook enters the room

"Hey babe..." he whispers joining Jimin on the couch "...the game took a little later than usual... sorry..." Jungkook says looking around "...all the hyungs have slept right? Come... let's go to my room.." Jungkook says grabbing Jimin's arm but the boy doesn't move which surprises Jungkook

"What's wrong?"

"What's wrong you ask me?" Jimin is staring straight ahead as Jungkook looks at him confused "....is there an us anymore is the question?"

"What?"

"Jungkook, do you remember we had a date tonight that we had planned a week ago?" Jungkook's eyes widened hearing that. He completely forgot about it as he kept playing his video games.

"Babe... I'm so..."

"Save it! I can't keep doing this anymore... these broken promises... and empty ones too... I'm tired... I'm so fcking tired... tired of being second choice every freaking time... I try to be understanding... I try to be the ideal boyfriend who doesn't make a drama of everything but this is too much... do you even remember the last time we were... together together... just us... talking and spending time together?" Jungkook is quiet "....well its been 4 months... not 4 days... not 4 weeks... but 4 months... its been bloody 4 months since I properly saw you or talked to you... and we live in the same apartment....I keep excusing you for all your excuses... I keep forgiving you while you make me wait...I cancel plans for you but you can't do the same?" Jimin's hurt voice makes Jungkook gulp. He never thought that his actions hurt the boy this much "....and I know we haven't come out to anyone so it's hard to tell others to give us space...but is that again my fault? I told you I have no issues coming out but out of respect for your privacy I chose not to.... you are shy and it's one of the things I like about you... but why can't we hang out as friends alone... why can't you say no to A/N when I say no to Taemin hyung?"

Jungkook looked down

"....I can't keep doing this. I want to go on dates with you. I want to hold hands and kiss you.... I miss you. I miss my Kookie!" Jimin rubbed his eyes

"I'm sorry... I really am..I promise next time I will..." Jungkook says desperately as he tries to hold Jimin's hand but the tiny boy shrugs it off

"No... I can't go through this again..."

"What do you mean?" Jungkook asks his breath shuttering

"....whatever we had.... it's over" Jimin says walking away.

He knows if he stayed a second longer then he would end up forgiving the younger and he didn't want that. And so, Jimin chooses to bury his head in his pillow and cry into it the entire night in his room.

Meanwhile,

Jungkook sat in silence after Jimin left and then with staggered steps he went back to his room. His vision blurred. It was like the air within his lungs were taken away. He couldn't think..he couldn't breath... he couldn't sleep... he could do nothing but let out a sob muffled into his palms. His body felt weak as his knees gave out and he fell to the floor.