[200] JIKOOK - 200 ONESHOTS COLLECTION [COMPLETED]

[91] MY BOYFRIEND'S FIRST LOVE - July 21 2021

A/N: Y/N and Jin are characters of your choice to imagine

Jungkook and Y/N are neighbors. Y/N is 5 years older than the boy. Being neighbors and matured, she always looked out for Jungkook, unknowingly shaking the innocent boy's heart. Jungkook's parents were always busy and he received no parental love and who was there to fill that gap? Y/N of course

On his 18th birthday, before he had to decide about colleges, he confesses to her but she sadly rejects him. She never saw him that way and she already had a boyfriend Jin

**

Heartbroken, Jungkook starts a new life in Seoul university - that's where he meets his senior Park Jimin.

Jimin was his roommate. That college had a system where they paired up juniors and seniors as roommates and that's how they ended up together

Jungkook was a loner when he first joined college, keeping his hurt to himself and feeling depressed. Jimin was the one who brought the boy out of his shell.

Jungkook soon realised that what he felt for Y/N wasn't love. He basically replaced the love he craved from his mom, with Y/N's presence.

Jungkook was still cautious about expressing his feelings. Even though he realised that the love he felt for Jimin was stronger than anything he has ever felt before, he wasn't ready to risk a rejection again

**

Jimin knew about Y/N - she was one of the topics that led Jungkook to confess to a caring and concerned Jimin about his depression.

2 years later, just as Jimin graduated from college, he confessed to Jungkook about his feelings for him and the younger accepted

And they had been dating for 2 years after that. Jungkook moved in with Jimin who had rented out an apartment by then

Everything was well with them. They both were very much in love with each other - though Jimin was the one who always showed forth his emotions and love, Jungkook was very much reserved and a bit cold but the couple, they were happy

**

Jungkook and Jimin were at the permission to dance club to celebrate their friend's birthday.

"What's wrong Kookie? Who is she?" Jimin asks confused when he noticed that Jungkook was staring at someone

"...that's Y/N..."

**

Jungkook couldn't take his eyes off her. Jimin suddenly felt insecure

The reason why Jungkook was staring at her was because it was his first time seeing her in over 4 years and also the first time he saw her drinking alcohol so aggressively. He was concerned about her well being

No matter what Jimin did to try to distract Jungkook, the man only focused on her. He soon excuses himself to go talk to her

"...noona... you should stop ..." Jungkook takes the glass Y/N was holding

Y/N squints her eyes at the man "...Jungkook? Is that you?" She hugs him and suddenly is crying on his shoulders "...Jin is cheating on me... with her... why didn't I accept your love .... You would never cheat on me"

Jungkook feels bad for her - he didn't want to break the bubble that he never really liked her. He knew she needed his comfort at the moment.

Jungkook looks over her shoulders to see Jin walking towards them. Jin knows Jungkook as he has often met the boy when he has gone to meet Y/N.

**

They have a talk as Jin takes Y/N into his arms and securely holds her sleepy head against his chest. Jungkook explains to Jin what Y/N told him

"Lisa is my cousin sister and Y/N's competition at her work... Y/N feels we have something going on but that isn't true... I love Y/N with all my heart and I won't let a misunderstanding nor you, take my wife away from me..."

Jungkook smiles "...I don't love her... I never did... I was just confused about what I felt for her... and that is the love I felt for an older sister" Jungkook smiles seeing Jin smile back "...I already have a boyfriend... whom I love very very much...."

Jin grins. Jungkook did look like he was genuinely in love with this person

"...is he here? Can I meet him?" Jin asks

"Yea..he..." Jungkook looks around to see Jimin wiping his tears as he sits on a stool at the bar "...please excuse me..."

**

Jimin has always been insecure because Jungkook is bisexual and Jimin is gay. He wasn't exactly sure what Jungkook felt for Y/N before or about what the man felt for her now but Jimin knows Y/N is someone who made the man feel loved and special for the first time in his life. Jimin trusts the man but he can't help the thoughts of insecurity he was feeling at the moment, after seeing her cling onto Jungkook

"Jimin..." Jungkook whispers, making Jimin look at him "...are you okay?" The man was worried

"So Y/N huh?" Jimin chuckles sadly "...she is back in your life..hmm"

"What? She is married..."

"Is being married what is stopping you from pursuing her again?" Jimin sighs suddenly making Jungkook confused

"...you think I have feelings for her?" Jungkook is shocked at that thought. Didn't Jimin know that he was his first love?

"...I... I'm just tired... let's go home...please..."

Jimin was already walking to the door

Jungkook took a second before he dashes after the boy

Just as Jimin reaches their car, Jungkook hugs him from behind. He could feel the boy trembling in his arms

"..It's always been you... ever since I met you..." Jungkook tightens his arms around Jimin's waist "...I realised the love I felt for Y/N was just the feeling that comes with being close to someone for so long.... but the thoughts I have about you... that's so much more..." Jungkook digs his head into Jimin's neck "...I have never felt this rage of emotions with anyone else... the fear of losing you... it kills me... the comfort and safety I feel with you is indescribable... you make me happy... you make me complete... you make me thankful each day to be alive..." Jungkook turns Jimin around and wipes the boy's tears "...Please don't misunderstand my lack of words back then... I was just concerned about her safety and seeing her after 4 years just took me off guard... I do not love her... and I don't think I have ever loved her that way.... not the way I do about you anyways .... Please don't leave me for this.. I love only you... I'm sorry for not always showing you how much I love you... else you wouldn't have felt insecure about us .. trust me..."

Jimin sobs as he digs his head into Jungkook's chest

"I love you too... I just got scared..."

"I know I know... and I'm so sorry for making you feel that pain... it was unintentional..."

Jungkook pulls away to cup the boy's face "...I love you Park Jimin... you are mine..." Jungkook leans down to capture Jimin's lips with his own

"I love you too..." Jimin whispers against Jungkook lips

The end

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