Love Me Right

Jealousy, Drama And Heartaches

Yuju sighed heavily when she stopped in front of the school gate. After she broke up with Eunha, her days inside the school is torturing her everyday. They are classmates and it hurts her so much that Eunha keeps on avoiding her. They never talked again after they broke up, they will just steal glances to each others and when they both caught each others stares, they will both looked away awkwardly and pretend like nothing happened.

 Yuju loves Eunha but the latter loves her too much that's why Yuju decided to broke up with her. She thinks that Eunha is really confused about how she really feels for Sowon and her. Yuju can tell that Eunha still cares for Sowon and maybe, the shorter girl really did fell in love with Sowon but just having seconds thoughts to accept that fact because of Yuju. 

Eunha really loves Yuju so much making the latter scared to keep a girl like her. Yuju knows that she loves Eunha but she's afraid to think that she can never give the love Eunha really wants to. Yuju is not a showy person unlike Eunha who can't keep her love for Yuju a secret. Even before that Eunha hasn't confessed to Yuju yet, Yuju feels that her bestfriend loves her in a special way. 

But now, Eunha's special love for Yuju is making the latter scared and insecure to keep her. Yuju is afraid that she's not worthy of Eunha's love so she broke up with her. She just want to believe that if she and Eunha are really meant for each others, love will find a way to make them end up together. For now, Yuju will just focus on herself because she's broken too after the bullying games.

"Good morning, Yuju."

Yuju looked behind her and smiled when she saw Yerin walking closer to her with a big smile on her face. Yuju is happy that she's no longer awkward with Yerin and the older girl can make her smile and laugh as always.

"Are you waiting for me, Yuju-ya?" Yerin asked happily.

"What? Why would I wait for you, Yerin unnie? Stop being full of yourself, Miss Quack Quack." Yuju teased and Yerin pouted. When Yuju entered Yerin's bedroom last time, she saw the duck plush toys of Yerin. Now she understands why Yerin loves imitating duck sounds because the older girl loves ducks.

"What's wrong for liking ducks? They look adorable and when you watched them swimming at a pond, that sight can give world peace."

Yuju just looked weirdly at the grinning Yerin. After shaking her head, Yuju finally took her step closer to the school entrance gate but stopped when Yerin hold her right hand. She looked at the older girl who's smiling at her with a faint blush on her cheeks.

"Let me walk you into your class, Yuju-ya."

Yuju was about to decline Yerin's offer but seeing the determined look on Yerin's face, Yuju just smiled and nodded. Yerin smiled widely then hold Yuju's hand more firmly before they entered the school ground walking hand in hand.

They have no idea that Eunha was just standing a few steps away behind them with a hurtful look on her face as she watched everything happened between Yerin and Yuju a while ago.

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Sowon frowned when she noticed the closeness of Yerin and Yuju once again. The three of them are left inside the Student Council office and Sowon keeps on watching the sweet interactions of Yuju and Yerin. Sowon is sitting on the center table while Yerin and Yuju are sitting on the right table next to each others. Sowon can't focus on the document she's typing on her laptop as she keeps on giving looks at Yerin and Yuju who looks having a good time while reading some paper files.

Sowon knows that Yuju and Eunha are girlfriends so she doesn't like what she's seeing right now. She loves Eunha that's why she doesn't want Yuju to cheat on her Eunha even though Yerin looks so happy right now. Sowon cleared her throat catching the attention of Yerin and Yuju who both looked at her. Yuju noticed Sowon glaring at them.

"What's wrong, Sowon unnie? Do you need help?" Yuju asked looking at Sowon. She's not used seeing Sowon glaring at her.

"What are you guys doing? Are you two flirting right in front of me, Jung Yerin and Choi Yuju?" Sowon asked the two with annoyance present on her voice.

"What? We are not flirting, Sowon unnie. And even if we are, what's wrong with that? Are you feeling jealous, Sowon unnie?" Yerin teased Sowon but seeing the latter still glaring at her, Yerin's smile fades and she just pouted.

An awkward atmosphere enveloped the Student Council office once again and Sowon can't take it anymore. She knows that she doesn't had the right to meddle in Eunha and Yuju's relationship but she won't let Yuju cheat to Eunha with her bestfriend Yerin.

"What are you doing, Yuju? Do you think Eunha will like to see you flirting with Yerin right now?" Sowon asked trying to calm herself. She loves Eunha so much that even though they are not together anymore, she will never flirt with anyone but Eunha. That's why she can't understand why Yuju can flirt with Yerin even though she's still together with Eunha. If she's the one in Yuju's place, she will never hurt Eunha's heart.

"I know she will never like it but...I am not flirting with Yerin unnie. We are just having some funny talks while working together, Sowon unnie." Yuju explained but Sowon is still unconvinced.

Sowon stand up then slammed her hand on the table startling Yuju and Yerin. Sowon's eyes looks so fierce right now as she looked at Yuju.

"I want to believe that you're not having some flirty moments with Yerin-ah but I am not convinced, Yuju. Why are you doing this? Why are you cheating behind Eunha's back but in front of my eyes? Are you still trying to hurt me more? I already know that Eunha is yours and not mine so stop hurting me, Yuju!" Sowon shouted and she felt tears flowing down from her eyes. She wiped it away then was about to walk away but stopped when she heard Yuju's words.

"Eunha and I already broke up. She's not mine anymore, Sowon unnie."

Sowon's heart jumped fastly when she heard it. Did she heard it right? If Eunha and Yuju are finally over, does it mean she had a chance to win Eunha back now?

"W-Why...did you two broke up? Is it...because of me, Yuju?" Sowon asked still backfacing Yerin and Yuju. She's standing in front of the door now. Yuju sighed before talking again.

"Don't blame yourself, Sowon unnie. I am the one who broke up with Eunha because...I know that I can't love her the way that she truly deserves. Its not that I don't love her that much but...she loves me too much that's why I decided to let her go. Eunha deserves someone who can give her the love that she truly deserves, I want to be that someone for her but I know to myself that I can't be that someone no matter how hard I try. Maybe... that someone is you, Sowon unnie." Yuju said bitterly as tears rolled down from her eyes, Yerin hold her other hand then squeezed it gently to silently comfort the taller girl.

Sowon smiled bitterly then walked out the door. She wants to go the rooftop deck. She wants to comfort Eunha and tell her that she will always be there for the younger girl. Sowon wants Eunha to realize that if Yuju can't love her right, she can love Eunha the best that she can even if the younger girl will keep on hurting Sowon's heart.

Sowon doesn't care if Eunha can't really love her the best that she can cause just staying by her side is enough for Sowon. As long as Eunha will stay by her side, Sowon will always be fine.

Sowon keeps on walking her way to the rooftop deck that she didn't noticed Eunha just watching her while standing in one corner. Eunha just watched Sowon walked away with guilt in her eyes. She wants to love that older girl but she doesn't want to hurt her anymore. 

Jung Eunha knows to herself that she can never love Kim Sojung right.

 She just sighed heavily before walking away then exit the school ground telling herself that avoiding Sowon and Yuju will help to fix her broken heart.

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