Love Me Right

Reconciliation

Yerin's POV

I can't forget that day when I saw Yuju and Eunha-ssi acting so sweetly inside the school's library. My heart aches seeing them so happy together right in front of my eyes. I know that Sowon unnie is also watching them that day and she's hurt too. It's funny that Sowon unnie and I both fell in love with Yuju and Eunha-ssi. Sowon unnie and I are bestfriends while Eunha-ssi and Yuju are bestfriends. We can make a perfect pairs if only Yuju and Eunha-ssi can love Sowon unnie and I too but it's impossible cause they are happily in love with each others. I sighed heavily as I remember Yuju run away outside the library and Eunha-ssi followed her. I don't know what happened between them but seeing Yuju with a painful look makes my heart breaks. I want to follow her, make her laugh and hold her in my arms but I can't do that because I don't have the right. I am just Yuju's friend and now, I don't know if she still considered me and Sowon unnie as her friend. Yuju keeps on avoiding Sowon unnie and I, even inside the school council, she will act cold and distant herself from us. I really missed Yuju, I want to talk to her and had some friendly talks with her again but I don't think it will happen again. I sighed once more because the pain inside my heart keeps on bothering me. My secret love for Yuju keeps on hurting me.

"Stop sighing, Yerin-ah. If you will keep on doing that, I will give you the title of Sigh princess of this school." 

I looked at the person standing beside me then saw Sana smiling at me. I am sitting at a bench in the school campus, the bench that I am always sitting at with Sinb, Dahyun and Sana before. I almost forgot that I'm no longer part of Sinb's group so I don't have the right to sit on this bench anymore. I was about to stand up when Sana stopped me and made me sit again before sitting on the space next to me. After the bullying games, I quit in Sinb's group and keeps on avoiding all of them. I know that Sana and Dahyun has nothing to do with Sinb's bullying games but as no longer a member of Sinb's group, I have no right to meddle with anyone of them anymore. They belong to Sinb so I should just avoid them even though they became my good friends too.

"What are you doing, Sana? Sinb might get mad at you if she will saw you talking with me. I'm no longer part of your group so you should avoid me." I said looking at Sana but she just smirked and leaned her back on the bench. I remember that Sana is the only one who keeps on testing Sinb's patience from all of us cause she's really playful.

"I am not afraid of Sinb, you know that Yerin. She looks scary and evil sometimes but she's our friend and as her friends, we knew Sinb too well. We know why she's doing her bullying games inside this school, why she's making others as her toys and why she's acting so cold outside but warm inside. We knew Sinb too well so we should we be afraid of her? She's just an immatured, playful brat, right?" Sana said making me smile then nodded at her. 

She's right in everything she said. I became a friend of Sinb and for almost a year in her group, I've learned a lot about her. She's not really bad and evil like some others look at her. She really cares to those people important to her that she will do everything for them. She looks cold outside but really warm inside.

"Why don't you join our group again, Yerin? The bullying games are all over and Sinb is trying her best to become a good queenbee now, thanks to Umji-ssi." Sana said.

I smiled thinking about Umji and Sinb. Who would have known that the only cure to Sinb's bad behavior is true love? And it was Umji who can make the queenbee fall so deeply in love. I know that Umji gave Sinb a second chance but she hasn't fully give her heart to Sinb yet because she's still afraid to love Sinb and I understand her.

 The old Sinb is really rude, heartless and annoying but she's a still a human so she deserves a second chance. Does it mean that my friendship with Sinb also deserves a second chance?

"I know that you are still mad Sinb because of what she did to your bestfriend but...give Sinb another chance, Yerin. Honestly, Dahyun and I did everything for her sice you left us but Sinb is not that happy like before. Even though she's happily in love now with Umji-ssi and she bring back her old friendship with Eunha-ssi, Dahyun and I can tell that Sinb still feels incomplete. She misses you, Yerin."

I laughed bitterly because of what Sana said. Sinb misses me? Seriously? Why would she miss a girl like me when she already had everything? She's still popular, from a rich, influential and powerful family, she's already courting Umji and Eunha-ssi is her bestfriend again so why would she missed me? 

She doesn't need me to make her life complete.

"Stop joking, Sana. Sinb doesn't really needs me to complete her already perfect life. I am just content that I became part of her life and we became good friends, that's enough for me."

"Really? But I know that Sinb really wants you to stay as her friend. We all know that you are her most trusted friend among us. She's more comfortable with you than Dahyun and I. You are the only one who can stand her annoying behavior the most. Sinb really needs a friend like you and I hope, you still needed her in your life." Sana said seriously making me shed a tear. I can't believe that this clumsy and funny girl can be this serious and convincing right now. I wiped my tears when I noticed Sinb and Dahyun walking closer to us.

"I have to go, Sana. Till we meet again."

I was about to run away when I felt a hand touching mine. I looked at the person holding my right hand and got surprised when I saw Sinb looking straight in my eyes. Did she run to me just to stop me from going anywhere?

"Yerin unnie...can you not go? Can you...stay with us again? Can you...stay by my side again? I...I missed you, Yerin unnie. I'm so sorry for all the stupid things I've done. Don't leave me again, Yerin unnie, please?"

My heart aches watching Sinb breaking down in front of me. Its such a rare scene to see Sinb crying especially in front of other people. She's crying silently while holding my hand tightly. I smiled at her and let go of my hand from her hold. She gave me a hurtful look.

"Pabo-ya, Hwang Sinb."

"Yerin unnie..."

I didn't say anything and just open my arms wide while smiling at her. I chuckled when Sinb hugged me like a koala while crying out loud. I looked at Dahyun and Sana who are both laughing silently because Sinb is acting like a crybaby today. I patted Sinb back comfortingly and smiled.

"I'm so sorry, Yerin unnie. I promise I won't do it again. I will never do my bullying games again so please, don't ever leave me again. You are my favorite unnie, Yerin unnie."

"Me? What about Eunha-ssi?"

"That unnie will never be an unnie seriously because she's a mental maknae. That's why you're my favorite unnie even though Eunha unnie is my bestfriend. "

I chuckled cause Sinb is too honest. I hugged her more tightly and closed my eyes. I am friends with Sinb and I'm happy but I will be more happy if I can have Yuju's heart. I know that's impossible but I can't stop my heart loving her until now.

 I don't what the future holds for us but I hope, Yuju and I can find the happines that we both really deserve. It doesn't matter if she will loved me back as long as Yuju is happy, then I will be happy too because she's my own happiness.

End of Yerin's POV

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Author's Note: SinRin! Well, they are not a couple in this story but they have a nice friendship that I won't let go to waste. Thanks for reading and don't forget your feedback, my readers. I really need that to keep continuing this story. Have a good day.